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I couldn't do anything

An empty shell of a girl

No strength

No will

Only tears

Legs turn into weights

Wishing I could go back

Back to the days, I was ignorant

Able to speak my mind

Without worry of being hated

Things aren't like that

I'm being left behind

Why can't I just move on?

Others go through worse

They get to continue forward

I don't know their struggle

It feels like I'm drowning,

looking for air

But it's right above me.

I can’t swim up.  

I can’t do anything.  

I am useless.

I can't even save myself

How can I help others when I'm drowning

I say that I'll protect them,

no matter what.

In the end, I can't  

Others find their escape

They take it

I can't

All I am is a stupid little girl

Broken trust

Broken love

Broken family

Broken house

Broken girl

In the middle of it all

It hurts

 Carving a wicked painting in my DNA

I can't escape

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