The boy with the blue eyes

Dear boy who I love

Dear boy who I love,

I remember the first day we actually met, I was so nervous. I had nothing to wear and had my mom take me to like Goodwill. I had a crush on you for so long and everything seemed not real. I remember our first kiss, I didn't even know what was happening but I had butterflies like crazy. I wasn't expecting to fall in love with you. The first time you told me you loved me, honestly, it threw me off gaurd but I felt the exact same way. 

I remember our first everythings. The first time you came over, I was so nervous because I had never had a boy come to my house and hangout. 

This is a little off topic but I had this class last year where we wrote down our problems and then switch our papers around and someone would give us advice. The advice that I got was from my old Link Leader who ended up getting my paper. The advice he gave me, he reminded me that good guys are still out there and that I needed to be patient. I think I have found the right guy. I hear all the time in books and movies that you know in your heart when someone is the one. When I fell in love with you, I felt that. I know I did because it's an indescribable feeling that I've never felt before.

I just can't wait for the days when I can see you everyday. I love how we can joke with each other and just be ourselves. I've never been able to do that with a boy. I've never been able to eat in front of a boy either. I feel like our relationship is a judge-free zone. Like, we can be open and just talk about things without thinking about how the other person is going to react. I know I overreact or act poorly towards things but I would never judge you or break up with you. 

I want us to go on cute dates and go out places and be silly because even though I hate PDA, I want to show you off to people. I've honestly never lasted this long with someone without it going wrong or one of us breaking up or fighting. Our relatioinship is so positive and has such good vibes. Like, you are fucking fab. I love you so much.

I was going to end this but I just thought of something, I have been so off lately. Ya know how I usually take care of myself and my hands are soft and stuff. My hands are so dry and not soft to the point where I have a cut on my finger.

I'm not myself when I'm not with you.

Love,

The girl who is dying to be with you right now.