Chapter 17

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~Ushio's Pov~
"Of course i do you fucking dummy, ive kissed a lot of girls. Ive even gotten farther then kissing." levi was telling me about what he does with girls, but i didnt really understand what he ment by farther. "A little farther? What do you mean?" he looked a little annoyed mixed with surprise. 'Did i say...something wrong?'

I gave off a worried look, i felt like i did something wrong. I started to look around nervously. "Are you serious right now?" i finally stop and look straight at him. "S-serious...?"

A tic mark formed on his head and then he face palmed himself. "Do you seriously not know what i mean by going even farther then kissing" i start blushing a tiny bit and look to the side. "W-well.......yea" i heard him sigh.

"God why me" 'Is he annoyed with me...?' i look down at the bench. "I mean i had sex with them, duh" i was really confused but i didnt look up.

"...whats sex...?" i heard a irritated sigh this time. "You gotta be fucking joking, you know what im talking about. Now your just acting dumb"
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~Levi's Pov~
"You gotta be fucking joking, you know what im talking about. Now your just acting dumb" i kept thinking that she was joking. 'She has to be joking, she knows what kissing and sex is.....right?' I see her lift her head uo slightly, "I....really dont know what...your talking about" i looked straight into her eyes and saw that she wasnt lying.

'You've gotta be kidding me, did her parents not have the talk with her or something!?' i was shocked to say the least. Why wouldnt her stupid parents give her the talk? "Oh god, your serious. Your stupid parents didnt give you the talk?" she looked up fully, "What talk...?"

I sigh out of annoyance, not because of ushio but because her parents are that dumb to not give her the stupid talk. "Just forget i said anything" i looked to the right and saw a man walking his dog. I didnt even realize i spaced out for a minute.

I felt a soft poke on my hand, i already know who it is. I look over at ushio, i didnt give her a glare this time though. She gave off a nervous look, it kinda looks like she wants to ask me something. "What is it" she looked to the side blushing.

"T-this is e-embarrassing to ask but..." i raised my eyebrow, curious to what the question is. "C-can you show me...." she starts blushing a light shade of red. "....how to kiss...?"

I freeze for a second. 'What the fuck did she just ask me' i was kind of embarrassed but i didnt show it, instead i started saying something. "Im not doing that idiot" i flicked her head again and started to stand up.

"W-wait are you leaving?" i look back at her and nod my head. She seemed kinda sad that i was leaving. "Oh...okay..." i then see her give me a bright smile, but it didnt seem forced this time.

"See you at school levi-kun" she got off the bench and started to walk home. 'She looked so cute smiling like that...' i didnt scold myself for thinking that. I waited about 2 minutes and then walked home.
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~Ushio's Pov~
I started to walk home, 'im an idiot....why did i ask him to show me how to kiss!? Thats so embarrassing!' i then started to blush, i didnt even realize i was already home till i walked into the door. I looked so confused, then the door opened. It was my father, but he looked different. "Ushio, can i talk to you..?"

I was kind of surprised. 'I hope...he's not gonna hurt me...' i nod my head and he lead me inside the house. He was walking to the couch and sat down. I didnt sit though.

"Ushio...please sit down" i was scared but i listened anyway. "W-what did you want to talk about..?" he looked sorry. "Its not really a talk....more like an apologie."

Now i was super surprised. "Im really sorry...for taking all my anger out on you, even when im drunk i hurt you." he was now about to cry. I have only seen my dad cry once and that was when he kept saying he didnt mean it. "I didnt want to...but all the stress took over and i just kept hurting you, please forgive me"

Tears were streaming down his face. I looked down, i was actually about to cry myself. So i grabbed his hand softly. He looked over at me with red eyes. "Father, i forgive you."

I felt his tears fall onto my hand. "I like you with all my heart, i cant bring myself to hate you. So i forgive you." i then felt arms wrap around me tightly. My eyes widened. "Y-your such a forgiving person, i love you so much ushio."

'love....that word keeps getting to me' i started to hug him back. "Thank you for apologizing father" he was still crying when he pulled back. He grabbed my face and did that lip thing to my cheek.
"I really love you ushio...never forget that." he then got up from the couch and walked upstairs. I touched my cheek, 'love...love...love' i walked upstairs and opened my door. I didnt see anyone so i shut the door without locking it.

I went on my bed and grabbed my laptop. I googled 'what does love mean'. It said that love does have a meaning but you have to find it in your own path. Its weird...i feel like i want to say love to him. 'Levi-kun...do you love someone?'

Hey guys, i hope you enjoyed this chapter. I was up all night working on this. Thanks!

~Kisses ❤

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