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chapter 4

I had been 'assigned' to an Aadnevik dress that was black and abstract. It showed a lot of cleavage which is exactly what I wanted and it's me. I never knew that pictures are the whole reason of the specific dress. Although being told that Kristian Aadnevik wants to put his dress on you, well that's something you can't say no to. As my makeup artist  does my makeup i can't help but think back to Calum and Luke. I'll be seeing Lucas happy with his new girlfriend, all lovey, and Calum with whoever he's sticking his dick into.

"Could I get something alcoholic please?" I ask politely, never really liking the fact of everyone getting everything for me. The last time I asked Kaylin to stop she quit  I had to beg her to stay.  Sometimes it's just better to not feel bad about things, because then people leave you for no reason.

By the time I had gotten my drink Kaylin was done with my makeup, I swear ever since I first put false eyelashes on I've been obsessed every since. Getting up out of my chair I walk over and put my heals on, because I'm not tall enough at 5'11 as it is. The lobby had begun clearing out, meaning it was time for the actual angels to head to the venue for the party. I find Nikki, chatting to her about the night so far and how it really hasn't begun yet.

"I'm gonna try to get with Calum." Nikki says over enthusiastically , really Susan? Really. "I mean did you see how he looked on that stage I bet there will be girls lined up to go home with him tonight." She adds, hooking her arm around mine as we walk down the long hallway to the back of the building. I wanted to laugh in her face but she's probably right, after all it's Calum fucking hood. Everyone already knows what his teen dick looks like so it's not hard to imagine it now. Oh I bet it's barely changed.

"You go for it" I smile, wanting to see how horrible this turns out. Nikki was one of those, I-only-like-you-because-you-have-money type of girls. Cara, Jesse and, Hannah are going to be there which is exciting. I wonder if Harry will be there, of course he will.

Once we get to the back there are two large blacked out SUV's waiting for us. Getting in, I check my phone, looking on Twitter to see what's going on with the band. Nothing but pictures if them at the Victoria secret fashion show. As I scroll I notice a couple picture that we're good, Luke staring at my ass, and when I touched calums should, the way he looked at me. I bit my lip, saving a few of the pictures to my phone. Ashton, you sneaky staring son of a wonderful woman. The venue isn't far and as we drive, I stare out the window once again thinking about different scenarios that could happen tonight.

Arriving at our destination, as we get out making extra sure I don't flash anyone my love vagina. The lights of cameras begin automatically and I have to turn away, letting my eyes adjust. Once dialating I turn back walking infront of the wallpaper and pose. I'm used to this, gotta take pictures and then leave as the yell to get your attention. I mean are they fucking stupid you really think I'm gonna listen to an annoying asshole who is yelling at me. Don't get me wrong I like the paparazzi, they have a job they are trying to do but when they are screaming me to look here or what not, bitch, no.

As I walk towards the actual entrance of the building I take a deep breath. I've got this, I'm a bad ass who is powerful and I've got my shit together. As soon as I walk in my manager greats me, letting me know all the people who I should stop by to see. My mind was clustered though, not remembering many of the names except for five seconds of summer. It's like the universe is purposely trying to fuck me over. I nod, empty mindedly agreeing with the things she was saying.

"You need to be seen going home with someone, there are plenty of people I'm sure you can find someone" she laughs, like it's not big deal exploiting people. Staying quite I smile and nod.

"Nina!" I hear from behind me seeing Cara and Hannah. "Oh my God you fucking killed it out there in swear you were definitely the highlight of that entire show." She smiles looking at me proudly.