My Brother's Best Friend

Chapter 19

Jackson mumbled between kisses "I don't care right now I just want your lips on mine and then I want us to eat and then I want you in my bed so I can..."

After I quickly kissed his lips before swiftly moved into the kitchen to make dinner. Jackson came in beside me wrapping his arms around my waist, he kissed my temple. I turned to face him and pecked his chin. We then made tacos- quick and easy.

I was intentionally slow to eat my food to rile him up a bit. I could see him watching me out of the corner of my eye. He was the first to finish. I continued to slowly eat my dinner, my eyes following every move he made. He disappeared into his room. I finished my meal and then quietly followed behind him.

He was laying on his back only wearing briefs. My eyes racked over his chest. Starting at his face, down to his chiselled jawline and down to his collar bones. I could imagine the path my tongue would pass. As my eyes went down his chest to his navel. Then to his prominent hip bone and gorgeous v-line.

Jackson had a cheeky smirk on his face, he had caught me ogling him. I smile shyly at him. He sat up pulling me into his arms. I straddled his hips grinding my hips into his.
His bulge hardening below me. His lips found mine kissing me roughly. I ran my fingers through his hair pulling his head back. My lips found his neck.

He leaned forward and kissed me again and I kissed him back with more tenderly than I had before, and we laid there kissing and kissing between his sheets, my hands running slowly up into his curly hair and down over his thick shoulders and along his strong arms and around to his brawny back, he cradled my head in his hands.

Jackson kissed the crook of my neck, his hands moving to my inner thigh, sweeping it over my hip to the curve of my ass. "Your amazing Matty."

I pecked his lips "make love to me then!"

Jackson did just that, he made slow, sweet love to me. As I laid naked cuddled into his chest my mind was spinning a thousand miles an hour. Jackson snapped me out of my thoughts "what has you so quiet?"

I shrugged my shoulders thinking of a reasonable answer "everything that has happened. You coming back, everything with Jamie. Then Bobby and Danny. Us."

Jax kissed my forehead "yeah, a lot has happened. Do you want to talk about it?"

I shook my head "you don't want to hear about my brother or Jamie."

Jackson shook his head "kitten that's not true. It's causing you stress and I deeply care for you. I would do anything for you, including listening to everything on your chest."

I placed an open-mouthed kiss on his lips "I feel Bobby went behind my back. I love that they are getting along and are happy, but if I hadn't have found them, they would have kept it a secret. Bobby acts as though it means nothing but if things go wrong I'm the one caught in the middle. I understand that could have happened with me and Jamie or now even with you but neither of them told me."

Jax grabbed my hand and wrapped it tightly in his "I think they feel the same way as we did when we started. I think they want to discover what was happening between them before talking to their friends about the relationship. I haven't known about them for long either. Bobby was confused at first because Danny had always been like a little sister and then he saw her in a new light, it was hard for him at first."

I looked up at him reading his expression "that's true we did want to keep us a secret or I did. Did you ever think of me as a little sister?"

Jackson vigorously shook his head "no way, I never thought of you as my sister. To have the thoughts of you as I did growing up wasn't possible."

I laughed at him gently slapping his chest lightly "get your mind out of the gutter mister."

He tucked a piece of hair out of my face "now tell me, your problems with Jamie. I know a bit more of a boring topic but you are going to explode if you don't get all of your feelings out."

I nodded against his chest "we were friends and then we got close and then Bobby stepped in. Don't get me wrong I'm glad he stepped in but he didn't care enough to explain further. He told me half the story the first day and then that was it. It wasn't until you returned that he started to show that he cared."

I ran my fingers up to his hair "kitten, Jamie cares about you but Jamie has had so much shit happen and maybe he doesn't know or is unaware of some of the finer details about  women."

I kissed his nose "aren't you wise today."

Jackson stopped me from changing the subject "and me returning. Us. What makes you stress about me?"

I took a deep breath looking away from his eyes not wanting to lose my nerve. I shivered as his hands moved around to my back "I didn't think I would see you again and then you were sitting in my living room acting as though you never left. It was hard the last memory I have of you was you kissing me and then leaving and then telling me you would keep in touch. I know you said you didn't want to hurt me but you not contacting me hurt more. For me, that kiss was out of the blue. I didn't know whether you were dared or out of your mind. Then that day when you were on the couch I wanted to pretend you weren't really back, I didn't even know if you were back for good. You got cocky with me and then you made me frustrated and that annoyed me so much,"

Jackson laughed "I remember that day really clearly "you hadn't been home in a while. I had stayed with Bobby for a week and I didn't see you once. Then when you returned you made a comment about getting knocked up and I saw red for a moment. I wanted to gain your attention and I got it."

I looked up to him quickly "oh you had my attention the moment I saw you on the couch. I couldn't touch you without my mind flicking back to that kiss."