All the way to Serenade her // Shawn Mendes

Chapter 17

Quinn's Pov

"You have feelings for me?"

I picked myself of from their arms, and turned to look at them. Shawn stood there looking at me, not breaking his stare. He studied my eyes, and clenched his jaw tightly.

"W..What?" I fumbled.

He walked closer to me, and held my arm in his hand, "You have feelings for me?" he said.

I was so in shock I almost didn't know how to respond. I felt so embarrassed at the moment. I looked him in the eyes then trailed off not answering his question.

"I..I don't know. I think I do, but it could never work." I replied back softly.

He lifted up my chin making me look him in the eyes,"Who said?"

I sighed,"No one, but look at me and you. We are two different people, there's just no way."

"You'll never know unless we try."

I shook my head,"You don't get it, do you?"

"Well we can always change." He sounded hopefully.

"What can I do to make you see differently about us?" I asked probably bringing him down.

He let go of my hand,"Life's funny like that. Anything can happen when it is least expected, I guess that's why I care so much about this."

I turned around looking at Tyler, he quickly looked away as if he wasn't listening, and I walked out the school.

I basically just left not turning around once to look at anyone. I got in my car and raced home. I unlocked my door to see my uncle was home.

As soon as he saw me he stood up,  walking towards me.

He squinted his eyes,"What are doing home?"

"Reasons." Tears were brimming and about to explode.

I ran up the stairs to my room; I jumped in my back burying my head in pillows.

"Quinn!" I heard my uncle shout. I refused to answer him back.

I didn't feel doing anything. I didn't quite understand why I was so sad, but I was confused. I sad too easily, and I don't think I should be so vulnerable anymore. I got up walking to my bathroom looking in the mirror to see a reflection.

I saw a girl. She was tall, had faded hair, tears stains on her cheeks, make-up smeared. The one thing that stood out was that was that she wasn't smiling. My happiness was important to me, it was important to my family. Right now I wasn't happy.

I deserve happiness right? I stood there for another good minute staring at myself. I sighed and closed my eyes. I don't understand anymore why I do this to myself. I get involved in things I shouldn't get involved to.

Suddenly I felt like the air was getting thick. I felt like as if I was in the desert the wind was blowing causing people to breathe in the tiny specks of dirt. The dirt begins to make people choke on the air.

I ran outside to make sure I could still actually breathe. I sat outside for awhile just looking around at my surroundings.

There was houses everywhere, it was quite, the perfect place for thinking.

I eventually went inside when I could breathe fine. I fell asleep on my bed waiting for more things to happen.

Hi guys so I haven't updated in awhile. So expected a double update.
Cya