The Angel to my Scars

Chapter 31

Luke's POV

That's it, that was the day I lost. Her final words to me, mean more than the life itself. She was my everything. She completed me. Now look at me, torn, broken, and don't want to live in this world anymore. A world without her, is a world without sunshine.

"Mate, you alright?" Michael asks me. I lay here in complete silence. Not a single word is going to leave my lips. Especially after this. She was like a missing piece in my life. Not only did I love everything about her, but I love what she did to me every day.

She cared for me. She fed me. She loved me. She practically put a spell on me. After this I have no clue how we can stay friends at all. I just want to be her one and only. The hate is all my fault. Its my fault for putting her in the spotlight in the first place. If it weren't for that, we wouldn't've broken up. If I didn't start this stupid band in the first place we both would've been fine. We would be cuddling at home watching dumb comedies.

"Luke, Mate, we have to start the show soon c'mon." Ashton encourages me. I stand up lazily. My back hunched back. My eyes filled with tears , red and puffy. My cheeks are stained from the tears. Why now? Why right as soon as the tour starts?

I walk over to my stupid guitar to start this shitty concert. "I already tuned it for you. You're all good. Just gotta go on stage." Michael alerts me. I can't help but sit on the ground with my knees up against my chest.

"Alright, looks like we're dragging him on stage." Ashton says grabbing my arms.

"Everyone give it up for five seconds of summer!" the announcer says. The crowd roars. Once I'm dragged onto the stage everyone yells and screams. Yes, I know, I'm Luke Hemmings now can I go back to hiding please.

"Um, Luke isn't his self today so, why don't all of you yell We love you Luke! on three. One....Two...Three." Michael says as everyone screams and yells We love you Luke. Yeah, but do you love me as much as Claire did.

"C'mon buddy, you gotta cooperate." Calum tells me trying to stand me up. My legs give out and Calum stands behind me holding me up. A chair is then placed for me to sit in.

Claire's POV

"I feel horrible now." I cry. "Why did you even tell me that stupid quote?"

"Claire," Ashley says as I push her away.

"I'm sorry its just, I didn't know what to do and with the fact that this is how it ended, I just don't know. My head is spinning and I can't think straight."

"Why don't you go lay down. So you can refresh your mind." Ashley says giving me a blanket and pillow.

*

I wake up in the middle of the night. I check my phone. The bright screen blinds me. I turn down the brightness and see that, I have twenty texts. Half from Luke, two from Calum, four from Michael, four from Ashton.

All Luke's texts are saying he misses me and wants me back and he'll do what ever it takes. I don't reply back. Calum's are just saying hey and if I want to talk.

'Yes, I want to talk. But change my caller ID to Kylie so then they don't know its me.'

'Alright it changed now what's up?'

'I dumped Luke.'

'That's why he's all mopey.'

'Yeah, and now I just want to cry.'

'But, why did you dump him?'

'So, I could be with you.'

That's how everything changed. You wouldn't believe how one simple kiss can change everything. One kiss leads to another, which leads to another, then another, and then another. Finally you end up together.

'So, is that it. You go and dump Luke and now you say you want me?' he texts back.

'Look, after the first kiss, yes, I felt guilty and yes I wanted to cry. But, something triggered me. Something made me loose every romantic thought about Luke. Something made me loose every romantic feeling about Luke. And now, its trying to come back and haunt me but, I'm going to stop the haunting. Calum, what I'm trying to say here is, will you be my secret boyfriend. Nobody will know except for Ashley, you, and me.' I text back.

'Alright, but, why will Ashley know?'

'Because she's my best friend, of course I'm going to tell her, I share every single secret with her.'

'Okay, well, I guess, I love you baby.' he texts.

'Guess I love you too babe.' I text.

That's when everything changed. Dating Calum might be a mistake, but maybe a good mistake. Who knows. Things might happen.

*

When I wake up, Ashley is laying across me on her phone. "You know, yoou should really change your password to a day, other than the one of when you and Calum started dating." she says.

"What the fuck give me my phone. How did you even figure out the password?" I ask her.

"There's this hack that helps you figure out the password."

"Yeah, uh huh, sure." I say pushing her off of me.

"You did not seriously text each other I love you. You guys have barely even started dating."

"Well,"

"That's rushing things."

"I know but, maybe we're already at the I love you's point."

"You're right. I think the only reason why I judged that was because it took both me and Michael a whole month to say I love you."

"It took only a few days for Luke and me." Shit, I totally forgot about Luke. I forgot about us breaking up. I forgot about how devastated he probably is. So, I decide to call him.

"Hello?" his voice filled with hurt.

"Baby, its me. I'm sorry I broke up with you its just, there was something about the hate that just made me feel weak. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry. And right now, I can't imagine how devastated you are right now. I feel horrible and I can't help but feel like shit right now."

"Its okay, so, what now?"

"Give me a moment I'll call you right back, okay? I promise." I hang up the phone and text Calum. 'Mind if I get back with Luke just to ease the guilt?'

'I think that's what's best because, he hasn't cooperated since you dumped him.' Calum texts.

I then called back Luke. "Okay Luke, lets make you and me happen again.'

"Alright, I gotta go baby, I love you."

"I love you too."

"So that's it then, you're going to be stuck in a love triangle for the rest of your life." Ashley exclaims.

" Its not going to be for the rest of my life."

"Okay." She says dramatically.

~~~~sorry you guys this chapter is shirt. While I was typing up this chapter we had a death in the family. So, I just lost ideas once that happened. So vote comment share please.

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