Second Chance - Jenshad(Complete)

Loneliness

He wanted to stay but didn't look appropriate to him as it will affect their work also. As he didn't know how she feels is he stays. It's been only some time since they shared what they feel. It was not like that he was unsure about his feelings but wanted to take baby steps. As he didn't wanted to ruin one relationship which he thought will last forever. It was not right according to him, they are not certain about their future. They are afraid of their past. 

The past which broke them and it took much time and efforts from them, their family to be where they are now. they didn't want these silly affections (which they think) to ruin what they achieved. 

This time her sound was not happy to him. he recognized this pain in her tone from before also. He remembers that this is when she acts sad for Zoya. Why she was sad? something wrong he did? something he said? 

He turns and her head was down, he lifts her head from her chin. There was the different spark in her eyes like she had all these friends and family but still was lonely. So many years she was waiting for someone like him to be there with her. She wanted someone who can hold her and care for her. 

He cupped her face and gently rubbing her thumbs on her cheeks and placed on soft kiss on her cheek. 

HC - "what happened? everything alright? did I do something wrong?" 

Jen - "Nothing. Only that from long I was alone and now there was a chance to be with someone, I'm afraid it will not stay last..." and one tear drops from her eyes. 

He understood what she was trying to say and decided not to leave today. He kissed her eyes one by one sucking every tear which she shredded. He never wants to be a reason for her to cry. He wants to give her every happiness in life. 

He picks her up in his arms like she is the feather, so light. He always picks her up effortlessly. He always had kept her in such manner that it will not touch her places which are not allowed to touch for him. He has no right that times. But now, he got every right to claim her. To make her happy. To make lost in him. To make her want him. 

She points against her room and smiles. But he already knew about it. It was not like that he was in her house for the first time. Her room was cleaned and smelled amazing like it was representing her. He puts her on the bed, it was white like her heart, pure.  He wants this night about only her. To make love to her softly. To make her his.