NOTES | minsung a.u ON HOLD

sixth note pt.2

After Hyunjin left Changbin and Minho behind, he had a lot to think about.

How he has undeniable feelings for his best friend. How he took advantage of a guy he barley new just to get back at that friend. How that friend can't remember a damn thing.

Hyunjin was angry, furious even. Not just at Changbin, but at himself. He could not believe that he got so mad that Felix and Changbin were kissing, he went to Felix's best friend and took advantage of him. It was way too easy though. The squirrel like boy was completely out of his senses. He didn't fight back when Hyunjin came onto him, in fact he accepted it with open arms.

At the moment Hyunjin was sulking in the men's bathroom. He didn't want to cry again, so he was basically focusing all his strength toward it to avoid that from happening. He knows he is popular so crying in front of everyone could do one of two things. One; completely humiliate him and change everyone's opinions. Or two; everyone would get worried and ask what's wrong. Now, Hyunjin hates being asked 'what's wrong?' It only makes him cry harder. Thinking about it happening almost makes him cry.

Suddenly the door swung open and slammed shut, causing Hyunjin to break free from his thoughts. He was leaning on the sink in front of the mirror, so when he looked up he could see someone by the door. He couldn't make out who it was seeing the mirror only revealed half the persons body. Out of curiosity Hyunjin turned his head to lock eyes with none other than, Han Jisung. That was when his heart began to race, which wasn't helping his current situation at all. How ironic? One of the people he is sulking over decided to barge in?

Jisung didn't move or speak, he was just leaning against the door of the bathroom looking at the handsome boy in front of him. Jisung wasn't sure what happened or if he did something wrong, but as soon as he locked eyes with Hyunjin tears ran down the taller's cheeks.

Jisung didn't know what to do, ask him what's wrong? Give him a friendly hug? He would probably combust from embarrassment if he did that.

"U-um, are you okay?" Jisung managed to ask, pushing himself off the door and taking a step closer.

Hyunjin blinked in confusion, and looked back to the mirror. He looked shocked to see tears streaming down his cheeks, as he brought a hand up to touch them. That was when Hyunjin broke, letting out a choked sob. Jisung muttered a few curse words and rushed forward to rub Hyunjin's back.

"Er, it'll be okay?" He tried to say in the most sympathetic way he could.

Hyunjin only sobbed more hearing that, and placed his face in his hands. Jisung really wanted to help him. He never enjoyed seeing people cry. So, when he heard foot steps coming to the bathroom he grabbed Hyunjin's wrist and dragged him into a stall, locking it shut. Hyunjin was still sobbing when the door to the bathroom opened, so to shut him up Jisung wrapped an arm around his torso and pulled him forward. Hyunjin froze in shock as Jisung embraced him. He wasn't expecting the boy to show affection as a way to comfort him. Though, Hyunjin really wanted that right now. So instead of pushing him away, Hyunjin placed his forehead on Jisung's shoulder and let his tears silently fall.

Jisung new Hyunjin probably didn't want anyone else to know he was crying, so he took it into his hands to avoid someone seeing. He brought one hand up to pet the top of Hyunjin's head, trying to calm him down. As he did that, he listened for the person who walked in. When the door shut again signalling he was gone, the two boys slowly separated.

Hyunjin kept his head low as he wiped his tears off his cheeks, and Jisung shifted awkwardly on his feet.

"Thanks," Hyunjin mumbled wiping his nose with the back of his sleeve.

Despite the fact he was crying and probably completely devastated over something, Hyunjin looked cute. Which wasn't surprising at all, why wouldn't a super handsome guy crying look cute?

"You're welcome..." Jisung trailed off, "do you want to talk about it?"

Hyunjin raise his head and shrugged, "not sure it's something you'd want to hear."

In proximity, the two were still quite close. They did trap themselves in a bathroom stall so that made sense. Though when Jisung noticed, his cheeks started to heat up.

After a moment of silence with just Hyunjin staring at the shorter male in front of him, he asked, "do you remember what happened at the party?"

Jisung's ears perked at this. Why would he bring this up? He thought.

"Um, I don't remember anything after walking in," Jisung chuckled, slightly embarrassed that was all he could remember.

Hyunjin sniffled a little and nodded, his eyes swollen from the tears.

"Didn't think so," He chuckled awkwardly.

Jisung was confused to say the least. He wanted to ask his what happened, and did it involve him? Obviously, Why would he ask if it didn't? Jisung questioned.

But, before Jisung could open his mouth to ask, Hyunjin bowed and turned to leave. He quickly shuffled out of the stall leaving Jisung behind with his thoughts of confusion.

(N/A):

Okay so I just realized that this book is probably going to have many, many chapters. There is a lot to want to happen so and I don't want to have to spread it out into a sequel.

Also, for those who are reading this! I'm curious if any of you read webtoons or know what webtoons are?

If so, I have some exciting news!

A friend from school and I are currently working on putting together one! I won't go into too much detail because I don't want to spoil anything.

But! I'm so fucking excited for this.

I will be designing the plot and story line and she will be doing all the artistry that comes with it. We are currently putting together all the characters so she can start designing them, and we are thinking about what kind of world and story we want to do.

We decided on a comedy/mystery/fantasy/suspense kind of story.

If you are interested let me know so I can keep you guys posted on this!! I'm also planning to write a book about the webtoon as well!

Anyway thankyou so much for reading!

~ Andyyyy