Jisung was feel many things. Confusion, disgust, hatred. Above all, he felt complete and utter devastation. Of all things that could have happened at that party, he slept with the most popular boy in school. Cliche? Very. The difference though was that Jisung never wanted that. At least sober him didn't. He new he had a lot of subconscious thoughts about how he identifies sexually and when he would ever find that special someone but...he didn't think that getting drunk would lead to him exploring those thoughts.
Jisung had ran off to the playground off school property after exiting the cafeteria. He didn't want to be in that atmosphere any longer. Especially when he was having a mental break down.
He kind of felt like a whore. Very disgusted in himself for doing such a dirty thing. Though he isn't surprised, he kind of expected it. He woke up shirtless the following morning of the party. Though...he had no marks on his body? He remembered seeing a few hickeys on Hyunjin so it made Jisung wonder. What exactly happened? He couldn't say he wasn't curious. He didn't remember what it felt like or who was in what position.
Jisung blushed at the thought as he wiped his cheeks. He let out a long sigh and peered down at his hands. He was sitting on the top of the monkey bars swinging his legs back and forth when suddenly, his thoughts were interrupted by the crunching snow behind him.
He turned his head only to see Lee Minho standing underneath the monkey bars, hands in his pockets. He wore a sympathetic smile as he stared up at Jisung.
"Sup?" He asked.
Jisung blinked a few times before letting out a quiet snort, "sup?" He repeated in a questioning manner.
Minho chuckled and walked to to the steps of the playground and climbed up to the beginning of the monkey bars. Jisung watched in amusement and cocked his head to the side.
"Mind if I come up there with you?" Minho asked grasping into the first bar about to pull himself up. Jisung nodded and scooted down a little, making room for Minho.
He then proceeded to pull himself up and sat on the spot next to Jisung. It was quiet, neither of the boys knowing what to say. Jisung wasn't quite sure why Minho was here or how he found him. Minho on the other hand wasn't sure why he felt obligated to follow the squirrel like boy out of the school.
Suddenly Jisung broke the silence and asked, "do you know how it happened?"
Minho looked to Jisung and sighed, "yep."
Jisung returned Minho's gaze and anticipated his next words. Though they never came. Raising his eyebrows he gestured for Minho to continue but the other only squinted his eyes in confusion.
"Go on? Tell me what happened!" Jisung said with a chuckle.
"Oh!" Minho laughed and nodded, "well basically Hyunjin saw Changbin and Felix kissing and got jealous. So, he went to you who was piss drunk by the way; and took you off my hands."
Jisung's eyes widened, "took me off your hands?! What does that mean?!"
Minho let out a laugh again, "you were clinging to my side going on about how handsome I was and then Hyunjin came over in a jealous rage due to Changbin and saw you so he took you away."
Jisung's cheeks flamed in embarrassment at Minho's nonchalant explanation. How was he totally unbothered with all of this? Jisung thought. Though he wasn't surprised his drunk self would do that. They say when your drunk you say everything your sober self wishes to say. Plus, Minho was incredibly handsome.
"I'm honestly unimpressed with Hyunjin though. I knew you guys kissed and stuff but I had no idea you slept together. I mean he completely took advantage of you," Minho said, his face twisting slightly. He almost looked agitated that his best friend would do something like that.
Jisung sighed rubbed his cold hands together, "Well...I don't think I was taken advantage of. I mean he must of been pretty hammered too."
Minho scoffed, "nope. He was completely sober."
Jisung gasped, "no way!"
"Mhm."
Jisung was angry. Not only at himself now, but at Hyunjin. How could one be so blinded with jealousy they completely take advantage of someone else's intoxicated state. There was a another string of silence before Jisung a warm sensation on his hand. He was looking straight ahead so he didn't see that Minho reached out to grab his hand.
"Hey w-what are you doing?" Jisung flinched and pulled his hand away.
Minho pursed his lips trying to suppress a laugh, "you're cold, just give me your hand."
Needless to say Jisung was blushing again as he carefully put his hand out in front of him. Minho took Jisung's hand and used his free one to pull a pair of mittens out from his jacket pocket. He unraveled the mittens and gently rolled them onto Jisung's hands. Before letting his hands go, Minho cupped them and blew hot air on them to help the warming process.
"Ta-da!" Minho exclaimed gesturing to his well done work. He smiled brightly and ruffled the younger boy's hair.
Jisung's heart had dropped into his ass at this point as he stared at the black mittens now engulfing his hands. He new nothing of this Minho boy nor did he ever want to...
Until this very moment.
(A/N);
HELLOOOOOO
So I got off work early tonight and I am super fucking happy about that!
Out of happiness I decided to post this! Also cuz I really wanted to see everyone's reactions.
You guys are fucking hilarious some times oh lord I love it.
I have school tomorrow so;
^^ I mean it's half true. I'm a ginger ya know?
Lol I hate myself.
Thank you for reading!
~Andyyyy
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FanfictionA boy left a note in his desk on the first day back to school. Never did he think he'd receive an answer. {high school a.u} status: on going ~ started: Dec, 2018 finished: - ⚠️ : this bad boy contains the gay. don't read it if you don't like it. ©...