NOTES | minsung a.u ON HOLD

eighth note

21/01/19

m;
great! problem solved, I'm older than you and in third year :)

j;
oh whatever, that smiley face is lame.

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Jisung was having a good day. No weird things have happened, Hyunjin was absent so he couldn't stare, and he had a substitute teacher in his P.E class. It was a good day. So when he closed his locker door at the end of the day, he did not expect anything weird to happen after that.

"U-Um Jisung I really need to talk to you."

Spoke too soon?

Jisung met his friend Felix's eyes and he immediately panicked. The boy's face was drained of colour and he looked like he'd pass out any minute now.

"Like right now Jisung, this is important," He said and grabbed Jisung's elbow pulling him down the hall.

"What happened?" Jisung asked worriedly as the two weaved through the other students crowding the halls.

Felix didn't answer as they neared the men's bathroom and pushed their way inside. Felix checked around to make sure no one else was inside and turned around to Jisung. He gripped Jisung's shoulders as tears gathered in the corner of his eyes.

"Felix what the hell happened to you?" Jisung asked with wide eyes.

"I remember..." he started, "I remember everything from the party."

"Oh shit," Jisung gasped, covering his mouth.

If Felix remembers everything that means he knows what he did with Changbin, and might potentially know what happened to Jisung that night as well.

"I remember Changbin and I-I remember kissing him...and t-touching him-" Felix was cut off as tears began to start running down his face, "oh my god I'm so embarrassed."

Jisung quickly pulled the boy in for a hug and pat his back, "I don't know what to tell you Felix. Changbin probably doesn't even remember anyway."

Felix covered his face with his hands and mumbled, "he probably does and he p-probably hates me. I'm such an idiot too! I thought those hickeys he had were from some girl but t-turns out it was me!" He pulled away from Jisung and wiped his eyes.

"Can you believe I'm capable of leaving those? I'm an innocent, inexperienced baby! How the hell did I know how to do that?!"

Jisung snorted at Felix sudden mood switch, he seemed to feel better after telling Jisung about it.

"So are you upset or proud?" Jisung questioned in a joking manner.

Felix cocked his head to the side, "I mean...a little bit of both."

They shared a laugh as Felix calmed down from his crying.

"So..." Jisung started, "does this mean you may know what happened to me?"

Felix furrowed his eyes brows at the question, "wait, you don't remember?"

Jisung frowned and shook his head 'no'. Even after four days his head is still hazy. No matter how much he tried to remember he only got as far as what drinks he took. Felix sighed and looked as though he was trying to contemplate something.

"Well?" Jisung urged and leaned forward in anticipation.

Felix shook his head, "no, I feel like I shouldn't tell you."

Jisung's mouth fell agape, "what? why?!"

"because it's...personal! You should find out on your own."

Jisung crossed his arms over his chest, "that isn't fair!"

Felix scoffed, "Fine. Ask Hyunjin, I'm sure he remembers."

There it was. Hyunjin's name again. It seemed lately his name was very prominent in his life. Then again, if Hyunjin has something to do with that night Jisung would not be surprised. He wouldn't stop staring and he even asked Jisung if he remembered.

So Jisung decided he'd approach Hyunjin about it tomorrow. Though he had an idea of what could have happened, and honestly he hoped that wasn't the case.