NOTES | minsung a.u ON HOLD

monday

Jisung dragged his feet down the hallway, expression drooping as though he was brain dead. He had been replaying the last few weeks in his head over and over during the weekend. Endlessly reminding himself how horrible things have been. He though now that he and Hyunjin broke up, maybe he could reflect. Nope. Jisung did everything but that.

He moped around his house all weekend. His step brothers even wanted to hang out with him, and Jisung turned them down to lay in his bed. He had barely eaten anything, just not feeling the motivation to do so. Although he was aware himself was to blame for this. He wished he could just turn it all around on Hyunjin but his heart would not allow that. Deep down, both were at fault.

Jisung was also well aware of how absolutely dead he appeared. He wore a large red hoodie, big enough to engulf his whole upper body as though it never existed, and kept the hood up so it drooped over his face. When Jisung saw himself in the mirror this morning, he couldn't even bring himself to fix his appearance at all. He hadn't even brushed his hair.

"Jisung Hyung!!"

He heard someone call his name although the sound was distant in his mind. He couldn't even bring himself to look up from the ground as he ventured down the hallway.

"J-Jisung hyung?"

He felt a small bump on his shoulder as he passed by someone. He muttered a small apology and continued walking.

He was surely running on auto pilot as he reached his locker and input the lock code without a second thought. He swung open the locker only to have it immediately slammed shut.

"Hyung!!"

This snapped Jisung out of his daze as he flinched slightly, looking to see who shouted at him.

There stood Jeongin, teary eyed and very angery.

"What's your problem! I was calling you and you ignored me! You even hurt my shoulder!"

Jisung felt upset to hear this, although the muscles of his face did not move. He kept his deadpan expression as he almost stared through Jeongin.

"I have to talk to you about something really important but you're acting weird!" Jeongin said, a tear slowly falling down his cheek.

There was more silence and Jisung turned to open his locker again.

"Are you even listening to me?"

He grabbed his booked out of the locker after shoving his back pack onto one of the hooks.

"What's up, Jeongin?" Jisung asked monotonously.

The younger boy let out a scoff, "You don't even care, do you? Seriously! Ever since Hyunjin you've been a total douche bag!" He shouted, "wanna know what's up?! Channie hyung and I broke up, that's what! Not like you give a shit!!"

Jisung felt a pang go straight through his heart, "N-no Jeongin...it's n-not that I don't give a shit I just-"

"Save it! I'll go talk to someone who cares!" He interrupted Jisung, tears now streaming down his face, "I thought we were friends..."

Jisung watched as Jeongin turned and walked away, his mouth slightly agape.

That was it, he had no one any more.

.•.•°•.•.

Jisung trudged into his first period class, lazily holding onto his books. He lifelessly walked in, avoiding the questioning looks of the other classmates and immediately slid into his seat at the back. He set his booked down on his desk and rested his forehead atop them.

"Hey Jisung?"

He only let out a grunt in return, knowing it was Renjun who called his name.

"You okay?" He asked, "Jeno and I were worried."

"I was not, only Renjun was."

Jisung only nodded and turned his head so his cheek was pressed against his books. He reached his hand inside of the desk, looking for the daily note.

What?

Jisung's eyes widened and he dipped his head down to peer inside the desk.

They didn't respond?

Jisung felt his heart drop. The only thing he could think of now was why in the hell they didn't answer. Did they find out who Jisung was? Did they get grossed out and run away?

Right now, this note person was all Jisung had.

Well... not anymore.

A/N:

Update! Finally!

I had a creative surge momentarily and spat this bad boy out!

I know half my readers yeeted out but for those who waited, IM SO SORRY.

The sorry is very overused but he can't blame me, i'm sensitive and i'm Canadian. Bad mix honestly.

Anyway, i'm posting a new story! It will be called "Ignite" and it is the fantasy book i've been planning. It will probably have slow updates but way faster than NOTES, that's for sure. I'm riled up and excited to start writing that one.

I will be posting it some time today, so keep your eyes peeled if you are interested!!!!!

Thank you all for supporting me!

Sorry the chapter is so short but this was all I could shove out of me :( it's also unedited haha.... ㅠㅠ

ANDY