Pleasure Or Love (When An It Gay Fell In Love -SPG)

29--- flashes

RAVER'S POV

Aligaga si Hanz ng dumating sa apartment

"Are you okay?"

Tanong ko

"Yeah"

Tipid na sagot naman nya but i can feel that there is something bothering him. Kahit ako naman ay bothered sa ng yari sa amin ni iza. I tried looking for her sa hotel ng bigla na lang syang na wala after we made love a couple of times.

"Kumain ka na ba?"

Tanong ni hanz

"Oo a while ago, what about you?"

I asked back

"Yeah, also done"

Tipid nyang sagot ulit

"What did you had then?"

"Tao"

Biglang sagot nya na kanya namang kina bigla

"What i meant is tahong, yeah. Ahhhm excuse me, shower lang ako"

Mmmm parang may nang yari sa isang iyon, but i am too busy to mind. Nasaan na kaya ang babaeta na yon, nilayasan na lang ako bigla, isip ko naman.

I tried remembering what happened to us ng bigla nalang may mga images na nag flash sa ulo ko. I can see me and her shaking our hands, eating together, walking side by side, sleeping together and being intimate with each other. Bigla namang kumirot ang ulo ko. Hindi kaya memories ko ang mga na aalala ko? Kung ganun Iza was not lying na meron ngang kami.

HANZ POV

Oh em geeh what should i do. Hindi na ako virgin waaaaaaa bakit naman kasi at nag inum2x pa ako. I was too drunk to remember everything pero kahit na hindi lahat ay na aalala ko but the most sensitive part we did ay malinaw parin.

The kissing, licking, moaning and me coming in and out of her.

Oh em geeh bakit tumatayo si junjun... i need a cold shower, this is freaking bad. I love Raver for fuck sake hindi ko kayang mag taksil sa kanya.

RAVER POV

Im here to see my doctor for my scheduled checkup, hindi na ako nagpasama kay hanz dahil mukhang wala naman sya sa sarili, so i decided to go on my own at isa pa ayaw ko rin marinig ni hanz ang mga sasabihin ko sa doctor ngayon.

"Are you feeling better now?"

The doctor asked. While he was checking my file.

"Yes doc, so far so good, even if sometimes i get headaches"

"It is normal for you to get headaches, so what about new memory coming back, is there any?"

"Doc I've been gaining a few memories but most of it are from where i started as a model back in philippines. But recently i've seen some flashes everytime this woman is with me"

"Can you tell me about this woman then?"

Maingat na tanong naman nya

"When i first saw her she told me that we knew each other and that we even have a baby, but i dont believe that doc because i am gay and it is kind of impossible"

"You are still a man even if you are gay, you know that right?"

"Well i have also thought of that doc and then recently when i saw this woman again something happened to us entimately and after that i started seeing some flashes of images of her and me back in the philippines but i am not sure if they were real or what"