what the heck
why
I had such a good day. Like it was SUCH a good day. I got home...it was still good, I watched a movie or two with my sister, (F the Prom and part of The Kissing Booth) but then my dad got home. My dad always seems to rain on my day without trying to. Don't get me wrong, I love him. He's my dad. I mean, he raised me (along with my mom) and largely contributed to who I am today. But at the same time, he always seems to be frustrated with me somehow.
Today he was going to the grocery store (omg we have like, no food in my house except candy for halloween, some cheese, and milk. Like honestly lol) and decided we could all go eat at the restaurant there. I'm vegetarian so the only thing I can eat there is Macncheese and sushi. I love both of those things, but I'm getting sick of them. I might quit being vegetarian because it's honestly so much work and I just can't deal with it right now. Anyway, my mom was glad to go and my sister is at play rehearsal so she wasn't there. I didn't want to because I'm tired. In general and of their food. So I said I'll stay home.
My dad said "I'm sorry, it's just so tough to find places that have food you can eat." And even though he said it in a normal voice, my dad has a way to make almost everything he says sound critical, like he actually wants to make some mean comment but he's my dad so he just makes it into something that sounds sorta considerate like that. Somehow, that one comment ruined my entire day. Now I'm too tired to do anything. I have makeup work from missing school for three days last week, I have regular homework, I have to take a shower, fold sheets, put them on my bed, and all that stuff. It's all pretty easy stuff but it seems so hard to do. I just don't have motivation to do anything anymore. Luckily I have gsa tomorrow and that makes me happy.
SPEAKING OF GSA/GAY STUFF- WHAT THE HELL
WHAT IS THIS BULLSHIT
TRANS PEOPLE? LIKE? THEY EXIST? WHETHER THE PRESIDENT LIKES IT OR NOT? I KNOW THIS TRANS KID NAMED MATT AND I'M PRETTY FUCKING SURE HE KNOWS WHO HE IS BETTER THAN SOME CRUSTY OLD RAPIST CHEETO I MEAN IDK BUT LIKE MAYBE HE SHOULD HAVE BASIC HUMAN RIGHTS OR SOME CRAZY SHIT LIKE THAT?? I MEAN IDK BUT LIKE REALLY I DO KNOW AND I WILL FIGHT THAT FAT OL OOMPA LOOMPA COME AT ME BRO
also also also also I posted a trans picture on recolor and it got taken down in less than an hour. it had multiple colors and literally no words. are basic human rights not child appropriate now? idek I'm pissed idk if you can tell but like someone fight me (not physically I'm so weak)
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