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I'm so used to being the girl that no one really payed attention to. I was always so over looked. I wasn't the girl that got invited to parties or basically that got invited to anything. Never hung out on the weekends. I usually stayed home.
All of that changed when I moved to Florida. When I moved I was the talk of the school. The girl that every guy was trying to get with. The girl that everyone wanted to be friends with. The girl that was different. The girl that was from Atlanta. See I wasn't use to that type of attention. I was so use to being invisible.

That type of attention made me nervous and anxious. On top of that I had anxiety. I get very nervous around people and it's hard for me to make eye contact. Usually when I'm talking to somebody I either look down or played with my hands. I wasn't use to having everyone in my face. It kinda freaked me out.

I was still figuring out myself. I never really understand what my parents meant when they told me I was special and different. I use to think "oh everyone's parents tells them that to make the feel better about myself". I never really understood what people saw in me.
I'm still trying to figure out who I am, what I want in life, and what I liked.

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