Finding Myself

Her

When I got to Bay I really wasn't sure what I wanted or what I was into. I always considered myself a little twisted. I never really considered myself Bi. When I got to bay just know it wasn't a boy that caught my eye.

Her name was Lia she was Latina with really curly hair. She had light brown hair that went passed her shoulders a little bit. She smelled so good. I could never describe the fragrance she wore.
Her pants always hanged below her waist. She walked like she knew she was the shit.

Lia was out going compared to me. Me bring me I never really picked up the signals she was giving me until 2 weeks later. It all started off with a lil push or shove. Or she would kinda stand in my way so I couldn't get by and lick her lips and smile in my face.

But with me being me I didn't go for anything so I would push or shove her to get out her out of my way. Then it Led to where every time we saw each other we would give each other that look. It got to the point where we be in class she would always try to get my attention or she'll come behind me grabbing my waist.

My waist was one of my weakness. Then one day it was 7th period it was time to go. So I sat down on the desk. I had a shirt on that day I remembered. She came in between my legs and started feeling on my inner thigh. I said "Stop Lia we in class". Knowing damn well I didn't want her to stop and she didn't.

She grabbed my face and pulled me in for a kiss.

Later on when I got home she texted me on Snapchat. I asked her to put me on with somebody at Bay. She replied saying "Boy or girl"? I replied back saying "it don't matter". She replied back saying "Shit me then".

Things escalated over the weeks. I ended up getting into it with her ex because she dm me on Instagram with some bullshit. I wasn't going for it. Then me and Lia ended up getting into it. After the argument I was like I really like her man imma just be the bigger person. I was going to text her but then I was like imma just do it in person.

I had 4th, 7th and lunch period with her. I always ran into her throughout the day on top of that. I went to 4th period and I sat next to her. We didn't say anything to each other at the beginning of the period.
She had her headphones in and was on her phone. I got up and went to the restroom and I came back and sat down and she smiled at me.

She had a really pretty smile. She look at me and said "I didn't mean anything I said". I looked up at her and said "I've been meaning to talk to you. If you wanna get back with your ex that's cool. I have no control over tha-". She stop from finishing my sentence and kissed me.
I got up out of my chair and sat on her lap.

Few weeks went by everything was going really good between us but you know everything has to come to an end. Everything was temporary and sadly we did not last. We got into the big argument. She said a lot of hurtful things.

To get over her I needed something to distract myself. So I started messing with this boy.....