Finding Myself

10.10.18

It was the week of my birthday (October 4th). All week I was getting ready for my birthday . I went shopping got a few fits and some shoes. I also got my hair and nails done. Oh yeah I got my eyebrows waxed too.

The day I was going to the mall to go shopping I was planning to go with him. I slick felt like he didn't want me to go. So I just canceled and told him I was going to go.

I went to the mall at 5:00 pm so I wouldn't run into him.

On my birthday I came to school dripped our bruh. Everyone told me I was looked cute and kept asking if I was going to the fair Friday since I didn't go Wednesday.

I planned on going to the fair with Nicky's best friend Tray but Nicky didn't know that.

So my mom picked me up from school and took me home so I could shower and get dressed. When I got dressed I texted Tray I was leaving the house and on my way.

When I got there I waited in line. A group of girls from my school were in front of me. I knew them but I ain't know them like that to be speaking to them.

I had classes with a few of them but we barely talked during class. It was my turn in line I handed the man in the booth a 20 dollar bill so, I could get on all of the rides.

When I got my tickets I ran into drey. Drey was a Senior. He was like "tray was looking for you come with me and I should beat your ass for wearing those short ass shorts". I laughed and was like "whyyy"?

I had on a pink crop top with high waisted shorts and my white van. I had a pink fanny pack around my waist.

We ran into Tray I gave him a hug and then told drey "bye". So me and tray started walking around and he told me I get to choose what ride we getting on.

While we were in line he was trying to chicken out. Umm yeah no how you gone text me saying we gotta get on all of the rides. How I can't be on no scary shit tuh.

While we were waiting I ran into Jayden and we ran to each other and jumped on him and gave him a big hug. Y'all don't understand Jayden is my bitch. I fuck with him hard.

After we ran into Jayden we ran into Quez, Lili, Jorge, and some other folks I really didn't know like that. So they all jumped in line with us.

So we waited for a while and it was our turn to get on the ride. Me and Lili was freaking out. We we got on it. It was the scariest shit ever. I was having a panic attack. When I got off the ride I was shaking and was crying. Me and Lili was both crying.

After we all calmed down we all got on more rides and ran into a bunch of people from our school. We ended up running into Nicky and his face was priceless he was so confused. He thought me and tray wasn't cool but we were back on good turn because he told me what was really going on.

Nicky gave me a big hug surprisingly. One of those tight ones and his arms were rapped around my small waist and my arms were wrapped around his neck.

It was time for all of to go so I ran into chris and gave him a hug. I started to walk around with him. Chris was my little white boyfriend lol. We had 3rd and 5th period together. We always flirted with each other. He would always hug me, put his hand on my thigh , etc. little stuff like that.

We ran into a bunch of folks and tray. It was time for tray to go so I gave him a big hug. Honestly I didn't want him to go I had so much fun with him.

My mom pulled up and everybody came up to my mom car to meet her and talk to her. Quez and my mom already knew each other he was basically my best friend. Jayden, chris, and Chris brother didn't know her.

She waited for everyone's else ride to come.
Chris gave him me his bracelet to remember him. Little did I know it was the last time We were all going to see each other for a while....