Finding Myself

The game

We were all standing in a group talking. Tray, Cyn, Nicky and I.

I didn't really know Nicky like that. I saw him around school a few times and during second lunch. He use to come into my last period a lot because some of his friends were in that class with me. I didn't think he noticed me. I never knew I would catch his eye lol.

Nicky only knew about me because trey showed him my instagram. Supposedly tray had a thing for me but I had no intentions on getting with him in no type of way. Just wanted to be friends.

After we finished talking we all took pictures before the game was over. When the game was over Zay came over and gave me a tight ass hug. He smelled so good (he didn't play because got suspended from play for a from a few games).

When I got in the car I checked my phone and saw that Nicky Dm'ed me. Asking for the pictures that we took. He also told me that tray told him that me and Zay talked. He also kept telling me that I was cute and he was trying to get with me.

Nicky and I started to text for a while. Spoke to each other when we saw each other at school and all of that good stuff.

Fast forward to a week later we went to another game. Nicky had wanted me to come so I did. When I got there Nicky gave me a hug and we all sat on the bleachers at the stadium. It was Cyn, nyanna, José, Jorge, Nicky and I.

Nicky was Puerto Rico with waves. He had curly hair before he cut it all off. He was around 5'7" or 5'8". He stayed dripped out.

I got up to go get some food from the concession stand and Nicky care with me. Before we went to the concession stand we sat down for a while and started talking. He was flirting with me and then he grabbed my chin softly and pulled me in for a kiss.

It wasn't no regular ass kiss or no baby ass peck. It was one of those nasty ass kisses tongue and all. I wasn't even expecting that. I can't lie I did like it.

Fast forward it was time to go home and I called my and asked her if I could stay out late with Nicky, Jorge, Cyn and Jada. Surprisingly she said "yes". Usually my mom didn't go for stuff like that.

We started walking around hanging out and I was with Nicky and Cyn was with jorge. We was all chilling, talking, having fun.
While we were talking pulled me in for another kiss. His lips were so soft. I could tell he knew what he was doing.

Next thing I knew my mom pulled up I hugged Nicky goodbye and told everyone else goodbye then I dipped.

I felt so bad because Nicky ended up kissing me and I was feeling zay. I couldn't choose who I wanted honestly. My mom like both of them. Zay was 18 and Nicky was 15 going on 16.

My mom really didn't care which on I ended up with. Slowly I began to lose feeling for zay and ended up gaining feelings for Nicky.