Finding Myself

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After Lia and I ended I was hurt and I needed something to distract myself. I needed to get over her.

I knew plenty of people at my Bay was trying to get with me. So I started messing with this Senior Zay. Okay okay I know what is a freshman doing with a senior. I promised myself I wasn't going to mess with any upperclassman but I ended up falling for him.

I had first period with him. I never really thought he would be into me. It first started off with flirting him taking my phone being childish. Then one day on my way going to the main building of our school I ran into him. I walked past him like I didn't know him. He stopped and said "oh you not gone speak".

I stopped, turned around and started to walk towards him. I ask him were he was going you know just trying to create conversation. After he answered my question. We sat there in silence. I was trying my to avoid making eye contact with him. I looked up and looked down at me licking his lips and asked for my number. I gave it to him.

Zay was 6'3" and brown skin with waves. I was short as fuck compared to him. I was only 5'5". He was on the varsity football team.

I thought Zay was out to play me but the more and more we texted each other I realized that wasn't his intentions. He was a very private person. He keep what we had going on between us because honestly it wasn't anybody's business what we had going on.

He wasn't trying to get in my pants and he was very respectful. I feel like I always get blessed with the good ones.

Me and zay were messing with each other for a while. He invited me to one of his games and that's were I met Nicky.