A walk to remember-G.D.

06

Alia
I look at Alice with a serious facial expression "Alice can I ask you something?" She nods with a smile "Of course sweetie" she says feeding Xavier "Are you pregnant?" Her eyes go wide "No no. no" she shakes her head repeatedly "I thought I was so I went and got checked at the doctors they told me I wasn't" I nod "So you aren't having my fathers kid" she laughs at my comment "Nope and I don't want to" she says making me giggle Alice has been around for a good month now an I can honestly say I like her besides the fact that she made a stupid decision by being with my father.

Alice cleans up the mess she made with the baby then begins to talk "Do you have a boyfriend?" She asks I chuckle at her words "Hell no" her eyes widen "Who is that Micah boy your dad hates so much?" She raises her eyebrows at me "My bestfriend nothing more nothing less" I fold my arms "What about the boy you kissed the other day your dad told me about him" she smirks my head begins to ache "About him" I begin "He hates me" I mumble "What why" she exclaims "Long story short he uh" I'm at a loss for words "I can't explain it" I sigh she coughs "It's fine darling but I'm sure he doesn't hate you just talk things out with him but make sure what you are telling him the truth and nothing but the truth" she rubs my arm I smile at her softly "Thanks" I pull her into a small hug she can't replace my mom but she can definitely become the person I go to about my problems.

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I walk down the side walk unsure if I should go back or not. I sigh walking up to his door step I knock three times until the door opens revealing a shirtless Micah "H-hi" I stutter he half smiles "Everything okay?" He asks pulling me into the house "Uhm I guess" I say unsure "Tell me about what happened with you and Ethan" he says I nod sitting down.

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I told him about everything that happened with Ethan. "He didn't understand what you where saying" he sighs "I completely understand though because the way you said it wasn't a normal" he shrugs "You didn't say it in a way for him to understand" he softly pulls me into a hug "But no matter what I know what is going on in your life and I accept you no matter what, an I love you no matter what" he deeply looks into my eyes his lips part as he looks down at mine his hand goes to my cheek caressing it  he goes to lean in but I stop him "Micah"he blinks a few times before mumbling I'm sorry.

I gather my things then tell Micah goodbye "I'll see you tomorrow" I smile shutting the door behind me. I walk in the cold weather all the way home. Once I get home I go to my room to grab clothes so I can shower I grab my phone taking it with me, I turn on the shower then I lock the door I undress looking in the mirror at all the cuts I have.

I rub across my stomach feeling all the scabs, I have never been the type to cut on spots that people can see only my upper thighs and stomach I started cutting when my mom passed it got worse when my father started what he did.

In my opinion none of the cuts are that bad but to others may think they are. I finish what I am doing then I go to hop in the shower but before I can my phone dings.

Ethan🙂
I'm sorry, my anger got the best of me I guess I was hurt? I want to talk to you, do you think you could stop by later?...

Me
Uhm yeah but we need to have a serious talk. Stays between us and only us.

I set my phone down then I hop into the warm water. I do everything I have to do then I go to my room. I throw on a pair of sweats with a grey v-neck. I throw on my vans then I go down stairs heading out the door.

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I arrive to the twins house and I knock a few times the door swings open revealing a older women with brown hair "Hello" she smiles "Hi is Ethan here?" I ask shyly "Yes he's in his room sweetie" she opens the door wider inviting me in "Thank you" I say "Second room to the right" she says as I walk up the stairs. I got to the second room that has a big do not disturb sign on it. I shrug my shoulders opening the door but immediately closing my eyes because I walked in on Ethan naked "I'm sorry" I apologize he chuckles "It's fine you can open your eyes now" I open my eyes as Ethan is pulling shorts up his legs "Sit" he pats the spot next to him.

I take a seat awkwardly "So" he mumbles "I'm sorry" he runs his hands through his hair looking at the wall "I just want to clarify that what I said to you a few days ago you didn't understand at all" I rub my lips together "My father rapes me" I whisper Ethan gasps I look up at him, he has tears in his eyes.

Ethan
"My father rapes me" she tells me lowly my heart stops, tears well up in my eyes. My immediate reaction was to grab her and hold her, she begins to cry on my shoulder I pull away wiping the tears from her cheek I admire her features my eyes wandering but stopping on her cheek that has makeup dripping down it I wipe the makeup revealing a big black bruise "What happened?" I ask she is quick to hold her cheek "Nothing" she defends "Its nothing but there is a big ass bruise on your cheek" I say pulling her hand away from her face.

I press my lips on her cheek. "Your dad did it didn't he?" I ask she slowly nods in defeat "That man doesn't deserve to be alive" I grunt "Let me explain" she clears her throat "My mother went to a party one night, she got drunk like any normal teenager would my father ran into her and ended up taking advantage of her" her voice starts to crack "She ended up pregnant with me, she raised me up until I was nine then she passed" small sniffles leaves her as she talks "Then I moved with my father. He started doing things with me I- didn't even have a chance to finish growing he just didn't care" she breaks down "I have a kid Ethan" I look down at my feet trying to comprehend what she just said.

I look up at her "Your serious?" I ask she nods "It's not like I wanted him" she puts her head down wiping her tears away "I mean I want to give him up even though I love him I still am in school I'm afraid of the outcome" I grab her hand intertwining our fingers "Your afraid of your dad" I say as a fact and a question she nods I pull her chin up connecting our lips kissing her slowly "When your with me there is nothing to be afraid of" her plump lips turn into a smile.

I didn't know how to end this chapter lol.

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