In love with a killer (jeff the killer x reader)

chapter 8

STILL Jeff's POV

She ran upstairs and I then heard her rummaging around for something, but I didn't know what for. 5 minutes later I heard her coming down the hallway. She ran downstairs and she had something in  her hand. It was a butcher knife. The best kind to kill with. Wait was she going to kill me? No she wouldn't...at least I don't think she would. I watched her as she came up towards me and held me down. She held the knife to my neck and said, "stitch my face up now or you'll regret it." I looked at her and started to laugh histarically. She looked at me and yelled, "WHAT'S SO FUNNY PUNK?!". I kept laughing and said, "stop playing your stupid game Y/N. We all know your faking it. You love me and you know it.". She looked at me confused."I'M NOT FAKING ANYTHING CREEP SMILE!", She yelled. "What? What did you just call me? Baby what type of sick game are you playing with me? I mean I love sick, cruel games but this one is...is...is just..." I said trailing off. She was just staring and you could tell she was getting angrier. Her eyes before were like a fox tail red but now it was like blood red. It made her look hot, but that wasn't the point. She handed me a needle and thread and said, "do it now". I nodded my head and she got off of me. She sat on the couch and I got ready to sew her lips, but then I had an idea. A sneaky idea. When she thinks I'm leaning in to stitch up her lips I will Kiss her. So she motioned for me to come so I did. I sat on the coffee table in front of the couch. I asked her, "are you ready?". She nodded yes so I leaned in. I then told her this might sting just a little. She held onto the couch tightly and I gave her a long passionate kiss. She was surprised at first then... she actually kissed back. That surprised me! I started to feel her body getting warmer and warmer. I opened my eyes a little to see that she was glowing! I closed and opened them again because I thought I had made this whole thing up in my head. The glow was still there. She let go of me and fell over. The glow was no longer around her. I quickly got up and leaned over her. It was only 5 minutes before she woke up but it felt like 5 hours. She sat up, saw me, and hugged me as tight as she could. She started to cry and saying, "Jeff baby I'm so, so, so sorry. That wasn't me. That was the demon inside I promise. It wasn't me. I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry." I told her it was okay. Then the next thing I heard was EJ Toby saying awwwwww. I glared at them and they walked away slowly and ran up the stairs. I chuckled a little knowing that I had scared them. I looked at her and she had gotten the shoulder of my jacket literally soaked with her tears.."uh baby I'm going to change alright?". "Okay sugar". She got off of me and I walked up the stairs. When I got up there I saw Toby laying on the floor twitching and staring at the ceiling. Then I looked over and saw EJ rummaging through my stuff. He pulled out a piece paper and started to read it. He gasped but I want really sure about what.  I then realized it was my suicide letter I had wrote a month ago. I tried to grab it from EJ's hand, but he just kept jerking it away from me. He ended up reading the whole thing. He yelled in his distorted voice, "whAt iS tHis?!". Toby then sat straight up and looked at me, then at EJ, then back at me. He was looking at both of us confused. I Scowled at EJ but he remained unmoved probably waiting for an actual answer out of me. I said, "I was fed up how everyone was treating me at the mansion, so I wanted to just end all my suffering. I wrote this note and was going to commit suicide 3 days later. That night I went out to do it, but then I found... well Y/N. And she basically saved me. I didn't ever tell her. I just wanted to keep it to myself ya know? But after I met her I knew I was in...love And I hoped she felt the same way. And she did. So I still had the note in my pocket because I was going to hang it on a tree and well...die. After I went back to Y/N's place and I put the note up for good. Hopefully never using it again."