My Anpanman || A Kim SeokJin Story

Chapter || 15

Explanation

Mayesha's POV

Beep......

Beep......

Beep......

Was what I heard when my mind started to register my surroundings. I slowly opened my eyes and tried to sit up, but was unsuccessful. I looked at my right and saw a remote.

I am thirsty, should probably call the nurse.

I reached for the remote and pressed the button. In a minute a nurse entered. "Oh you're awake Miss Shayera? Do you want some water?" I nodded my head and she swiftly poured some water in a cup, put a straw in it and then brought it near my lips. She helped me sit up and I drank the water with her help.

"Thank you" I said with a hoarse voice, "Your welcome....um....by the way, a young man is asking for  permission to meet you, shall I send him in?" She asked. I looked at her direction and thought for a moment.

What if it is Jin? I thought.

What if it is Mabrur or Zayn? My brain argued.

"Did he tell you his name?" I asked, slightly coughing. She patted my back my lightly and answered, "I think he said he's name his SockJi or something? He had a weird accent I couldn't understand his words but I think he's name was something like that?" I chuckled lightly at her pronunciation of Jin's name.

"Tell him to go away, I don't wanna see his face" I told the nurse ,"And by the way what's your name?" I asked.

She turned around and replied, "Aisha" I nodded my head, "It was nice meeting you Aisha!" I said and she shut the door behind her.

I sighed and slumped on the bed again, I feel a little more energetic now but my body still feels weak. I sighed again and sat up straight and looked outside the window. The scenery overlooked the docks and I was kind of surprised that people even built hospitals near the docks.

I was so engrossed in the scenery that I didn't even hear my room's door open.

"Mayesha?" A familiar voice said.

I turned around and looked at the person I least expected or wanted to see.

Kim SeokJin.

"What do you want SeokJin?" I asked while not facing him. Tears built up in my eyes and I cursed myself for being such an emotional person.

I have always been like this. Crying over everything especially when I am angry. I was never good at keeping my emotions in check but I was good at suppressing them.

Because of all that built-up, frustrated, angry emotions, I have always wanted to go to a hill, that does not echo sounds, and scream my lungs and curse at any person I want, without anyone hearing them of course.

"Mayesha jebal, let me explain it to you! Nae mal jal deul-eola!" Jin cried out. I sighed and faced him. "Why do you want to explain this to me? We were not together or even a couple, I am just a temporary dance partner of yours, so there is no need to explain anything. I don't care whom you date or fuck or even kill." I said blankly.
(Please hear me out!)

"Don't say that Mayesha! I care about you okay? I was just protecting you-" "By hurting me? Good job Jin!" I cut him off and gave him a thumbs up.

He sighed in annoyance and stalked towards me. I sat back up in the middle of the bed and Jin sat at my right.

I looked at my feet and sighed heavily. "Mayesha look at me?" Jin softly said. I slowly looked at him and was awestruck by his handsome face.

How can a person be so fucking handsome?! Such a handsome person should not exist!

I remember when I was a teenager I would always be in tears whenever I saw Jin in any of their comeback shows. I would squeal with teary eyes and my eyes could only watch his movements and no one else's.

Honestly, I missed those days where I could admire him from afar and not have to face the harsh reality of getting rejected.

I liked it that way.

When I heard his story on how he wants to make his parents proud and all, I was shocked because I was in the same situation too. My parents never praised me when I was little so I was constantly trying to get their praises which ended up making me lose my self-esteem and desire to live.

I was seriously a very fucking depressing person, I still am but I improved, fortunately.

"Mayesha, I personally wanted to tell you this before you hear it from someone else" Jin's voice cut through my thoughts and I looked away from his handsome face. "Mayesha please look at me!" Jin said.

I still did not look his way, so he thought grabbing my hands would do the trick but it did not. He sighed and suddenly said, "If you don't look this instance, I will personally turn your head this way, kiss you and then we will talk." My eyes widened and I quickly looked at his way, not wanting to get kissed.

"Mayesha I know you have endured a lot, but please give me a chance to explain!" He said, again. I slowly nodded my head and his features relaxed a bit.

"Mayesha, that day Mahiyat threatened me about exposing our Mafia side to the world and seeing that she was close to us, ARMYs and the world would had instantly believed her. I had to almost beg her not to tell anyone, she agreed but under one condition....." Jin trailed off so I finished his sentence, "That is to accept her as your girlfriend." Jin nodded his head slowly.

"I have something else to tell you and it may hurt you...." I nodded my head for him to continue. "Mahiyat works for that psycho" Jin finally let it out.

I, being the dumb person I am, looked at Jin with a confused look at first and then his words slowly settled in my brain and I stared him with wide eyes.

Mahiyat knows that psycho and even works for him?!

My eyes blurred at the thought and Jin was about to say something when we heard an angry shout.

"Kim SeokJin!! You are fucking dead!"

A/N:
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