This Is Me

Relaxed..

For dinner I made a simple spaghetti meal, with meat sauce. I called Natsu in so he can have his serving but all he does is wraps his arms around my waist from behind and kisses my hickey that's on my neck. I pushed him to his seat and make a plate for him.
"Here! Now eat." I demanded, I look at him and he just chuckles.

"What's up with you? Your nap changed you." I acted scared, but I wasn't. I was interested in this side of Natsu.

"What do you mean?!" He laughs

"You're acting clinging, or uhhh... sexual?"

"Is that a bad thing?" He smirked

"Noooooooo... i kinda like it..." I could feel my face heat up a little a bit.

"Oh, do you now?" He teased.

"Okay!! Time to clean up!!" I changed the topic and grabbed the empty plates that was on the table.
I go to the kitchen and wash the plates with soap and water. Then Natsu comes in and grabs my waist again from behind.
"Natsu..what do you want?" I turn around and his face was right there!

"nothing, just want to hold you." He said

"Okay, well let me clean this up and we'll cuddle. Okay?" I suggested

"fine." He walks away and into the hall with the bedrooms in it. I give myself a moment to figure out why Natsu is acting the way he is, but I couldn't find an answer. So I finished cleaning the dishes.

After I was done, I head to my room and see Natsu laying on my bed with a blanket looking at the doorway.
"Ready to cuddle yet?"

"Have you been staring at the doorway this entire time?"

"Yeaaah, I've been waiting for you."
I just shake my head and go over to my bed to slip right next to him. He pulls my arm to get closer to him, and I do. I lay my head on his shoulder and put my hand on his chest, while he wraps his arms around my stomach.

"Well now what?" I asked

"I love this.."

"You love what?"

"I love being here, holding you, being with you."

"Aw Natsu, I love it too." I look up at him, and he's looking back at me. I kiss the closest thing I could reach which was his chin and he laughs.
The thing I love about Natsu is that he's always thinking about me, and whenever I make him smile I'm the happiest person I could be. Because it means that I did something for him to make him happy. His smile means the world to me.  He's always there for me, I've probably gave him hell, but never was he a pain for me. I enjoy every part of my day with him, through bad times and good.
As I was thinking away, Natsu closes his beautiful eyes and falls back to sleep. I look at his sleeping face, I see a hair in his face and decide to brush it off. I sit up a little to reach his cheek and give him a quick peck. I lay back down on his chest and soon drift off to sleep as well.

The next morning, I fell cold next to my side. I wake up abruptly to see Natsu gone.
"Natsu!?"
I hear him running in my room.
"Oh thank god."

"What's wrong!?" He worried

"Nothing, I woke up and you weren't next to me.. I got scared for a moment, I'm okay though."

His posture and face relaxes, he walks over to me and places his hands on my face.
"I'll never leave you, I'm always here for you." He reassures, then he kisses my forehead.
I pull him closer to me and he falls on top of my chest. We both laugh and have a very good morning.
Both Natsu and I decide to stay home today, I catch up on my homework but also help Natsu with his. We eat breakfast and lunch, we dance while making the meals, which was super fun! We watch so many movies, and just chilled. Today we also just play fought. We talked about what was going to happen next in our lives and how we were going to react to it.

It was in the evening when we hear a knock on the door. Natsu goes and answers it.
"Hello?" Natsu answers in the distance

"Hi uh, is Lucy Heartfilia here??"

"Who's asking?"

"Her father.."

"Um no she's not, sorry." Natsu closes the door on his face and runs to me. He puts a blanket over me and runs into the hall where no window could possible see where we are, and puts me down. My eyes fill with tears and all Natsu does is stroke my hair while my face is close to his chest.
"Hey Luce, we gotta find a new place tomorrow, so that means we gotta skip school tomorrow too."

"I know..."
This is not how I planned high school to be.

I just want to thank you for every single one of you readers for reading this book, it means so much that you guys enjoy my writing. I can't even handle this growth that this book got. I love you guys so much! I apologize that this chapter is a little shorter, but i felt like this was a good place to stop. Thank you guys again!! ❤️❤️
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jrcounter💕✨