This Is Me

My Confession

Natsu doesn't put me down until we get back to the classroom, even though I told him repeatedly I could walk myself. 
I wanted to talk to Erza and tell her what happened. But when she walked by the classroom I saw her walking with a blue-headed guy.
"Natsu!! Come here!!"

"What is it?" I point to Erza and the guy she's with. I see his eyes light up a little bit.

"Do you think that's her crush??" I asked

"Totally!"
We go sit back down, I sit on top of my desk and Natsu stands in front of me.
"You alright?" He asked.

"Yeah, I'm good." I smiled genuinely to him, and he smiles back. He hugs me, then when Erza walks in the classroom he turns around and I wrap my arms around his neck from behind.

"Hey Erza!!" Natsu greeted

"Hi guys, what's going on?"

"We saw you with a guy!" I tease.

Her eyes widen, and her cheeks turn into a bright red like her hair. "Y-you what?!"

"Erza there's nothing to be shy about! We're all best friends!" I try to calm her down.

I see her gulping hard and take a breath. "I guess you're right."

"Was that your crush?!" I asked.

"Ummm... yes." She hesitated

"Really?! Why haven't I seen him before?"

"He doesn't go here..."

*ring ring*
The class bell rings and us three take our seats, I lean into Erza telling her we'll finish the conversation later and she just nods.
Then suddenly it slips my mind that my ex has the same class as me, my mood totally shifts into annoyance and anger. I look over at Natsu who is watching the blonde headed freak walk inside the class and they both glare at each other. I didn't bother to even look at him.
After class is done I go over to the teacher to ask him a question.
"Um excuse me?"

"What is it Miss.Heartfilia?"

"Could I move seats?"

"Why's that?"

"uh.. because me and Sting have history and it wasn't a good one. Lately he's been bothering me, and I just really don't want to be near him."

"Is that so? Well I'll think about and tell you tomorrow morning."

"Thank you for considering it." I pack my things from my desk and then all of sudden I hear yelling.
I leave the classroom and see Natsu and Sting having at it.

"WHY THE HECK WOULD YOU EVEN DO THAT TO HER?!" Natsu yells

"BECAUSE I WANT HER BACK!" Sting yells back

"THE FUCK NO YOU DON'T! ALL YOU DO STRESS HER OUT! SHE DOESN'T CARE ABOUT YOU ANYMORE." Natsu yell again.
I see Natsu's fist begin to rise, I quickly go over to him and grab his arms. He shoots his head in my direction and relaxes his arms and fist.

"Ready to go home?"  I asked, I see Sting's face glare at me.

"Home?! You go home together?!" I hear Sting get more anger then before.

"That's what a couple does Sting, they walk each other home." I said calmly and stern.

"You guys aren't dating!" He raised his voice.

"Yeah we are!" I replied

"Prove it.." he said with his deep tone.

I look at Natsu and he looked back at me. I thought for a moment.
Oh lord.. I really have to do this in front of everybody don't I?
I grab his face and his eyes shot open. I stood on my tippy toes, leaned into his face, and placed my lips on top of his. It was a sweet deep kiss. Natsu relaxed more and placed his hands on my hips bringing my pelvis closer to his. Sting interrupted the moment by talking.

"Okay!! Enough!!" He shouted.

"Believe it now?" I mocked. I didn't even wait for an answer, I dragged Natsu who was still dazed on what I did so we could go home.

When we got home I plopped on the couch exhausted, and Natsu sat on the floor in front of the door.
"What's wrong Natsu?"

"We gonna talk about what happened back there?!" Still shocked

"About what?"

"That kiss?!"

"Ooooh, I had to prove him wrong." I get up and go to my room.

"Hey! Get back here! I'm not done talking." I hear his voice behind me.
I sat on my bed and see Natsu on the floor in front of me.
"What?" He glares at me... "you still need to finish what you were going to say during lunch." I see his eyes open once again, and also his cheeks turned pink.

"Uhhh.." Natsu's nervous and rubs the back of his neck. He scoots in front of my lap, and hugs my waist. "Im never letting you go.."

"You gonna ask me?" I teased.

"You really want me to?" He questioned

"What do you mean?"

"You really have feelings for me?"

"Would I be telling you to ask me out if I didn't?"

"I want you tell me how you really feel.."

"What I feel for you is indescribable. I've realized for the past couple days or weeks that I've been swallowing up what I've felt for you, and tell myself that we are only best friends. But you told me to open up, and I have. I think you could even say I have." I chuckled the last part.

"So what are your feelings?" He looks at me with puppy eyes and I can't help but kiss his head

"What do you think they are?"
He smiles at me and hugs me again.

"I love you.." he whispers, I feel like he did that so I couldn't here but I did.

"I love you too.." I whispered back. His head shot up and looked straight into my eyes.

"Really?!" He demanded

"Yes!" I laughed. He jumped on top of me, pushing me down on my bed. He hugs me so tight that I couldn't breath. I didn't mind it though, because I love him.
We stayed there for awhile, but when I decided to get up i heard him snoring.
He fell asleep on top of me?!
I moved him off of me slowly and gently so I could free myself. I put a blanket over him and went over to my desk to do homework.
Mm I don't think I wanna do this right now..
I put my homework away and pulled out my journal.. I've always loved writing since I was a kid. I would write in my diary when something big happened, or when I was feeling sad. So I started writing what happened today.

When I was done writing my eventful day, I heard Natsu groaning while waking up. I hopped on my bed next to him so he could see me when he woke up.
"Good morning." I smiled big. He smiles big also and pulls me closer to him.

"Good morning." He replied with his sleepy voice.
He lets me go, and I give him a quick peck.

"What do you want for dinner?"

"Mm how bout something with noodles?"

"Okie dokie I'll make something then!" I was about to get up, but Natsu pulled me back.

"You forgot something..." his sleepy voice is pretty sexy.

"And what's that?" He starts to kiss my neck, but he doesn't move anywhere else. Soon he starts to suck on my neck hard and I moaned a little bit. He pulls away and he gives me an evil smirk.

"What did you do??" I questioned.. but all he does is kiss me and lays back down.
I go look in the mirror and he gave me a hickey.
"NATSU!!" I threw a nearby pillow at him and stomped away to make dinner.