Only a brother can save the other

Please Sammy

"Don't you leave me Sammy. Don't you dare." I whispered.

Sam couldn't fade into the shadows. He needed to stay, here, with me. I can't do anything without him, not really. I'm afraid of not waking up to his stupid face and not hearing his snarky comments about my music. I'm supposed to watch out for Sam he's my brother.

Minutes turned to hours ,hours turned to years and soon night came. Dad was in the kitchen calling every hunter he knew for help. I sat by Sam, my hand on his chest making sure he was still breathing. I glanced over and saw two hazel orbs staring at the ceiling.

"Sammy?" I asked in relief.

His eyes slowly slide to my face and confusing flashed in his eyes. "D'n?"

"Oh my god. Dad he's awake." Dean yelled to the kitchen.

"What?" John said entering the room his eyes finding Sams. "Sam?"

"Am I dead?" Sam asked confused.

"No but nex-" I was cut off by a violent cough that racked Sams body.

I winced for him as I saw the grimace on his face. "Take it easy there, bud."

Suddenly the cough stopped and Sam fell limply back on the bed. I saw a panicked look flash acrosd Dads face and I put my head to Sams chest........There. Faintly I heard Sams heart still working and I sighed in relief.

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Sam POV

I pried my eyes open and stares at the white above me.

Where the hell am I?

I felt a small pressure on my chest and heard a small 'Sammy?'. I flicked my gaze to something green. I knew that green from somewhere. I liked that kind of green it reminded me of......

"D'n?" I pondered wondering if it was him.

"Oh my god. Dad he's awake." The voice said again.

It had to be Dean but why is he-" What? Sam?" another voice asked.

Dad? Did they die too?

"Am I dead?"

I heard Dean talking but something was itching its way up my throat. A cough came out followed by more violent ones. I grimaced at the burning in my back as each cough jerked my body then blackness.

I'm falling through blackness. Falling for what seems like forever. Until I hit hard on a damp surface. Dean and Dad are there watching me.

"Your pathetic." Dean chants.

"You dont mean that." I sqeak.

"But he does, Sam. You always mess up. You've always been the weakest in the family." Dad joins in.

"No." I say trying to stand.

"Worst of all you killed mom. You ripped her from us. Its. All. Your. Fault." Dean yells right back.

Why can't I stand up. I'm trying my hardest but my legs won't work. I want to run away from this. But I can't.  Dad and Dean watch in disgust but I can't get up.

"Dean help." I cry out.

"No your not my brother anymore."

I stop struggling and lay there watching as Dad and Dean vanish. I'm alone now. I can hardly see so I close my eyes and accept my fate.

I open to a harsh light as my eyes adjust. Blinking a few time I realize ny heads in someone's lap.

"M-mom?" I gap.

"Sam you need to keep fighting." She whispers smoothing my hair with her hand.

"But Dad and Dean, they don't need me."

"Yes they do more than you could ever realize Sammy. I'm so proud of you but you must keep fighting."

"Mom?"

"I love you." She say gently kissing my fore head before I'm asleep again.