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Behind The Mirror

(No Nate is not submissive in this because I know people are gonna ask. He will still dominate/top Matt. If anything, he's furious at himself and nobody else for your concerns. Now, scenario.)

Nate was saying nobody can take him anywhere and that he wasn't very happy with where he was, and that he may have been unhappy in general. Nobody sees he's done something and he's changed. He's became his own worst enemy because he must've committed a crime.. or something bad happened in that same place ages ago. And his reason for doing that is logical like it's all in his dreams. It was easy to see it, but it was too hard to believe it. A shell of who he used to be. Now he's at war with himself because of what he's done. He can feel it speaking to him. Telling him to take the long road home, and is he forever young or will he simply fade before he grows old? He just had to come clean at this point. He's ignored too much and now it had shut down because of him. He was frozen and empty because of it. He didn't know if he did it out of love or out of fear, so when somebody asks him, he doesn't know what to say. To everything he left face down on the floor was now under his skin. A night where everything is not as it seems, then he something bad had happened that night. That's why there's no empathy in those thousand smiles. Then the puppet takes the stage to carry on, not to do the same mistakes he did. It wasn't the destination it was the crawl. He ignored the rise but everybody saw him fall. Now he tried to hide it, but he can't deny it. It was falling apart, tearing up at the seams. Matt never knew this until he analyzed Nate's strange behavior and his songs "Bones" and "Take Me Anywhere."
I'm Nate as always. Just staaaaaart!