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I'm fucking done

My mom jelled at me again... me and my brother did something wrong, it wasn't only my fault..., but for her it was.. like everything I ever had done........... I.. I just can't take it anymore..... it is destroying me... makes me feel like I am just a piece of trash.. maybe this is true......... I'm sorry for everything, even for things I hadn't ever done, and this is because of her... she is jelling at me and later acting like it hadn't ever happened... She never sad sorry to me until I came to her and sad that it was sad for me and it hurted me.... I cried a few seconds in front of her when she was jelling at me... she didn't care about it, she was still jelling at me. She only said a few words to my brother, because I am the one who is always doing bad things. She also said that there is no future to me, and if not one of my not true friends (she don't know about it) there will be no future for me, because she is helping me... she is always comparing me to the others. Yesterday I told her not to do it, because she did it. She said that she is not comparing me to the others. She is just saying me what others are doing that I'm not.... It's hard for me to say to her that I love her, because I hate her for everything what she had done to me.. Because of her I don't know how does it feel a real happiness, how it is to be happy for real......

I just can't take it anymore...

Goodbye.......