From The Start

Chapter Fifteen ~ Don't Cry

Chapter Fifteen ~ Don't Cry

" ~My Point of View~

I'm not going to let anything or anyone get in between our love. I'll wait for you Sehunnie, be safe, don't get sick or hurt. Saranghae.. "

...Continued~~~

 I guess it was like saying good bye. It's so hard.. I beg for him not to leave but I can't say it, my heart is aching for him to stay by my side but what if that's what we need? Some time away from each other? What is there to say? Maybe he's not ready to accept me yet. And I thought our relationship was pretty good. Like I forgave him but if he really needs to leave, i can't help it can I?

Chanyeol: Yah.. you don't even know his reason to leave..

Me: Ani(no).. I don't need to because it's reasonable.

Chanyeol: Reasonable?! You're kidding right? So you're saying that him leaving because of some stupid promise is reasonable?

Me: Promise? What promise?

Chanyeol: A promise you two agreed to.

Me: We agreed to so many promise.

Chanyeol: Yea and he hasn't forgotten one.

Me: whatever it is, he's coming back in a week, he needs time alone ot think what's best for him

Chanyeol: You don't get it do you? If someone is going through a hard time because of their ex and they have a current person they love, the only solution is he needs you.

Me: what?

Chanyeol: He needs you not time alone. He needs time with you, he needs you by his side. To think of it, isn't everything he's doing is for you? He doesn't want you to get hurt, he doesn't want you to question the relationship. He obviously doesn't want you to date him when you're thinking that he's probably thinking of some other girl. Like when you two kiss, he doesn't want you to think that he's thinking of Jenny and not you. He wants you to know he only loves you but Jenny.. the only way for him to forget her, is you. Giving him time alone is making him miss Jenny more. When he's with you, he'll forget everything because more and more, he's drawn to you and only you.

Me: if hes drawn to me more, why would he be thinking of Jenny when he's with me?

Chanyeol: The more he's with you the more he realizes that Jenny isn't the only girl in the world for him.

Me: but.. he left already.

Chanyeol: yea cause of that promise.

Me: promise? You keep saying promise, which promise?

Chanyeol: the one where he sad he'd leave your sight forever if he ever hurted you. Do you think it's only for a week? It's only a lie.

Me: I never took that seriously.. wait.. I only agreed so he'd keep the other promise.. but.. jinja(seriously/really).. what am I going to do if he leaves forever?

Chanyeol: aren't you just a little bit too late?

~Two weeks fly by~

Me: Oppa.. Sehunnie isn't back yet..

Chanyeol: and you said he'd be back in one week.. didn't he fool you? I knew he was going to lie.

Me: But auditions are today.

Chanyeol: guess we have to do it without him.

Me: Oppa.. how?! He's been there from the beginning of my life. He's my first crush, my first love. You're telling me to move on without him? I can't..