From The Start

Chapter Twenty Nine ~ One Last Time

Chapter Twenty Nine ~ One Last Time

" ~Sehun: .....You made me realize I don't need to be popular but only need a friend who really loves you and cares for you. When I had trouble you helped me. Now that you're in trouble, I'm going to be your man and protect you forever. "

...Continued~~~

For a minute my heart beat as if it was JaeHyuk saying that to me back then. Technically he did and that's what made me fall for him, it was a lie, why am I so sensitive in this area? Am I really still not able to trust Sehun? After all this, is it a big deal? Why can't I trust him? I really do but for some reason I just can't. It's so weird like the time I shouldn't be trusting someone, I trust them but in the time where I should be trusting someone, I can't trust them! What is wrong with me? My hands begin to sweat, and I don't know how to respond to Sehun, wanting to hide behind a table so no one can find me.

Sehun: (YourName)? Are you okay?

Me: no no no.. It can't be

Sehun: what can't? What are you talking about?

Me: no I already trusted you, all the guys are just the same! They are so nice outside but the inside it's different, they don't really love the girl, you're just pretending! Don't say you'd protect me when you're the one hurting me!

Sehun: I never hurt you and I don't want to! What's wrong?

Me: JaeHyuk..

Why am I feeling like another person? Why am I not myself? Why can't I control myself? I feel like I'm a devil or some kind of vampire! I am.... A monster. What has gotten into me?

Sehun: I'm Sehun

Me: I feel like something is overcoming me, I can't control myself.

Sehun: Listen to me MinHee..

Someone only says my original name if they're serious. Really serious.

Sehun: MinHee, I'm not here to lie to you or break any promises. I've promised you that if I ever hurted you, I'd leave remember that? I keep my words, you've known me longer than you knew JaeHyuk.

He's right. No no.. i can't even tell the difference between now and then, neither can i tell what's true and what's fake. What is happening to me? Half of me wants to tell Sehun that I'm not feeling well the other half is telling me to stay away from him. I suddenly feel a headache and I faint to the floor.

~Sehun's Point of View~

I caught her before she could hit the floor on her head. I shout for help, everyone just walking by, I call the ambulance. I try to wake (YourName) up but she's not giving me a response! She's becoming so pale! I took off my jacket and wrapped it around her till the ambulance came. All these thoughts came to me, it doesn't matter if I have to tell her all these cheesy things to make her feel loved, because I know that deep down inside that she knows I really do love her. I don't want to say something that causes her to be uneasy about my love for her. She must be thinking everyone who confesses to her is lying or something. The only reason is because of JaeHyuk. I didn't even know she was still suffering this much over him. I completely forgotten about Jenny already but she's... she's still in pain because of JaeHyuk and I couldn't even tell that from spending time with her almost 24 hours a day. It must be so hard for her.

~At the Hospital~

Doctor: She's fainted due to fear, pain, and emotional stress. I think she may be in depression too. Have something happened recently?

Sehun: Will she wake up?

Doctor: She should by now, but she's still not awake yet, but don't worry she will soon.