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Chapter Thirty Three ~ Our Dream

Chapter Thirty Three ~ Our Dream

" Nurse: ' Donation from JaeHyuk. Hey.. (YourName), it's been ............... not even believe me so I just left after donating blood to you. I know we won't get back together anymore but we can still be friends right? If not, let's just be strangers? As long as we're not enemies. ' "

...Continued~~~

Chanyeol: JaeHyuk... ugh

Nurse: do you know him?

Chanyeol: yes he use to be her ex but he didn't love her, he cheated on her and he done so many things, he went to jail. Apparently he's been out of jail a week ago!

Nurse: Oh I did not know that but it seems that he's pretty nice to her and still cares for her. It seems like in the time he's been in jail, he's learned his lesson and now really wants to take responsibily for everything he's done before.

Chanyeol: In a million years I will forgive him.

Nurse: you can't say that because people change over time. Anyways when (YourName) wakes up, she can leave.

Chanyeol: Thank you

~My Pont of View~
Don't be decieved, I'm not awake yet. I feel like I'm in another dimension, but living. Weird? I actually sense that JaeHyuk visited me, I know what he wrote on that paper, although I never woke up or seen him with my eyes, I sense it. I sense that he came by. I have a feeling he's really sorry, that he's begging for my forgiveness. What can I say? Is this reality? Because his actions have seemed to changed. I just sense the feeling that I know him, the JaeHyuk I use to know when I first met him you know came back. People do come back, actually. Or maybe they don't come back but they change to a better state them before. Anyways I'm no magician on sensing things.. I just know Sehun is awake and I'm scared he's worrying about me, I think it's about time for me to wake up and see what happened, and see how Jenny is. I open my eyes, as if I just woke up from a long sleep. I felt like I just came back from the dead. That feeling...

Chanyeol: (YourName)! You're awake! I was so worried about you! How are you feeling? Better?

Me: I know you'd say I'm crazy but how's JaeHyuk?

Chanyeol: what do you mean?

Me: I know he visited at first. I know he's out of prison, he's been out a week ago. I know, I know he's sorry. I know he wants to make it up to me, I know I can control my feelings towards him, I know I won't go back to him but I want to accept him as a friend.

Chanyeol: JaeHyuk? How do you know?

Me: I just sensed it when I was still not awake. I know you hid that note from me, Chanyeol, I know you care for me because you're my oppa, I know you love me, I know and I can tell by your action but people can be forgived when you know they changed.

Chanyeol: You don't know that he changed!

Me: I can tell! If I can sense that he came by, that he donated to me, that he wrote a letter, that you took the letter, why can't I tell that he's changed?

Chanyeol: I don't want to fight with you but I don't want to hurt you, I don't want you to go back to him, I don't want you to slowly have feelings for him again. I want you to be happy, when you were with Sehun.

Me: I know that but... I know you hate him so you're never going to listen to me... just tell me how Sehun is doing.

Chanyeol: He's fine. He's awake, he's worried about you.

Me: he's not leaving right? He's not planning to leave after he heals? He didn't leave yet right? He didn't leave me alone right?

Chanyeol: He doesn't want to anymore, he wants to stay by your side, because he's realize how much more important it is to stay with you.

Me: I'm so thankful!

Chanyeol: I'd actually have to say thank you to Jenny because if it wasn't for her action, Sehun wouldn't realize that  staying with you was more important.

Me: ah! How is Jenny? She's awake and fine right?

Chanyeol: Yep

Me: I want to check on them! Can you help me walk to their room?

I put one arm around Chanyeol and rest it on his shoulders as he holds that hand. Halfway there I look up to see Sehun walking towards my way too.

Me: Sehun where are you going?

Sehun: (YourName)! You should rest more. I was going to visit you to see how you were doing and to see if you woke up yet.

Me: I was just about to come to your room to check on you too.

Chanyeol gave me to Sehun as if he would be fine letting Sehun marry me.. when people say that, does that mean they agree to marrying that person? Well if it is, I can deny it, it's true, I do want to marry Sehun. I love him and I'd want to spend the rest of our lives together. I never told anyone this! but guys... I'm actually 18 years old... pretty old, like old to me. like really old! But it's kind of young, though I'm becoming old! I've dated JaeHyuk for four years.. it's really young of me to get married. I was about to get married to JaeHyuk, that's how much I thought I we loved each other, that's how much I thought that we were meant to be, he's four years older but I trusted him with my life because I believed that he knew what he was doing. I guess he didn't. I even gave up college for him. I know I suck at singing, I thought but know Sehun changed me, he made me realize that I was better than I am. That's why I agree to not go to college anymore and be a singer. To be honest my parents were so furious with me when I told them I was engaged to JaeHyuk.. like I was just graduated from high school not too long ago. They accepted him though but he let my parents down.. I think I want to get married at 24? Nah too early, I realized that in love, there's no need to rush because we have all the time in the world. I wouldn't even mind if I got married with Sehun at like 30 or like even later.. just as long as I'm with him. There's so much things that happened. I'm pretty young for a girl to think about marrying right now. I couldn't believe I almost, just almost got married to JaeHyuk at this age. I never talked about my age, never did I want to cause it's so embarrassing when people hear that you almost got married at 18.. like people just ... yea but with Sehun.. I feel secure and safe. The plans I have.. well.. accomplish OUR dream, not my dream, not Sehun's dream, not just EXO's dream or Dream of Angel's dream, but all of OUR dream, our as in EXO and Dream of Angels. I'm of course an Angel and being a singer is my dream, you see where our band name comes from? I'm an angel because Sehun said so hehe

Sehun: how are you feeling?

Me: better, how about you? I'm so happy you're not going to leave me!

Sehun: Why are you so worried about me when you're the one in the most pain and with the most injuries, you came to save me and Jenny even when you weren't even in the best conditions and you weren't even fully recovered, but you still came for me.

Me: Because I love you, if something bad had to happen upon the two of us, I'd rather die than to see you leave me. You know why? Because I'd die knowing you're still there for me and that I'd die happily knowing you're still there. I'd be happy that it happened to me instead of you because I wouldn't ever want something to happen to you.

Sehun: This is where JaeHyuk messed up. He met such a beautiful, amazing, loving, caring, sweet, perfect, talented, and flawless girl but he didn't keep you because he's too dumb to realize what you're really worth. You're worth more than silver, diamonds and golds, all of them combined, all the money in the world, you're worth more than everything in the world.

Me: Sehun.. I want to be clear with you about something, about us, about our future, I don't want you to worry, or anything, I don't want you to hate either

Sehun: what is it? I will always support you in anything you do.

Me: It's about JaeHyuk....

...To Be Continued~~~

It seems like it's been like MONTHS since I've wrote! I've been so busy:( Hope you enjoy the story! Hope you have a great day, and thank you so much for reading! Comments + Votes would be appreciated(: