not like the rest.

title of your story

when i finally decided that it was tim efor me to get out of the shower the water had gone cold.

i had goose bumps but i didnt really care i was numb all feelings were numb,the only thing i felt was a dull ach im my chest.

a dull ache for my baby,a dull ache for the man that killed her.

i didnt lie when i said that i didnt love derek anymore,when i saw him i was angry and wanted to rip him to shreds and i more than likely could have if malory hadnt of handed me eli.

slo if martin wouldnt of been standing so close to him.dont get me wrong i hated martin for evern being there im not sure if martin actually had a hand in what happened.

i just remember being attacked by them and then losing my baby.

crawling out of the shower i stripped out of my wet clothes and walked to my room.

grebbing a towel on the way.

drying off my body i walked over to my closet and grabbed a pair of bootcut dark denim jeans and a t shirt that said love me softly on it.

it was black and gold.

grabbing bra and underwear i got dressed and grabbed my boots from the bottom of my closet.

sliding them on i stood up and took a deep breath.

grabbing my keys off the dresser along with my wallet.i walked out the door and hoped that i was about to do the right thing.

i walked silently down the stairs and didnt look at anyone until i stood in front of the front door.

i looked up and looked at allen who stood up,i quickly looked away.

malory was holding eli as he started to get cranky.

"malory mark uh can i talk to you two for a minute please?" i asked them lookin at the floor.

Malory handed Eli to Allen and got up and walked over to me mark followed her.

i looked towards the door,and opened it.

walking out on the porch the sun was shinning and it hurt my eyes.

' whats up pumpkin/" mark asked looking at me.

"uh i was wondering if you guys would come with me somewhere."i asked looking out to the yard.

"where to?' malory asked

"to my parents house to my old pack house?"

'of course we will!" she said.mark looked surprised.

"i dont quite understand why you want me to come?" he said rubbing the back of my neck.

"because i would ask allen but i dont want him to know about things yet,i dont want him to find out this way.and you know the situation."i said toying with my keys.

he nodded"let me go ask nichole and jenni to watch the baby."

he walked inside.

"why go to your parents house?" she asked i looked at her.

"its time to be honest with them about who attacked me that day.i need to let them know that Derek is back."

i said pushing my wet hair off my shoulders.

"okay well i will be right there with you the whole time so i know your scared but mark wont let anything happen i promise."

i took a deep breath and nodded.

mark cam back outside and had a phone in one hand and a jacket in the other."its suppose to rain later babe." he otld malory as he handed her the jacket.