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me and hailey have been back at the house for three days now.I have locked my self in a spare room and havent spoken to anyone i havent seen anyone except for martin,and that was because he was the one that got us off the road because from i understand everyone ealse was fighting.

i did nothing but cry and and cry more, i broke a few things. i mean i killed somone three days ago that stays with you for awhile the gurgling sound that he made haunted me whenever i slept.

i layed in the bed for three days and hardley ate anything.I mean yeh i ate but not alot of anything because i couldnt keep it down.

the door was being banged on and i pulled the blanket over my head and tried to ignore it and hoped like hell they would go away.

unfortuantaly for me they didnt go away instead the door was kicked in.

i jumped up and saw jerry standing there. fumming.

"what the hell is wrong with you elizabeth?' he yelled." didnt you hear me knockin."

"yes i heard you and there is a reason why i didnt answer the damn door,!" i yelled getting out of bed.

"you need to come out of here now." he said looking at me angerly.

i stood there holding my belly and looked at him like he was retarded.

i shook my head no.there was no way in hell im coming out of this room.

"elizabeth i swear to the moongoddes that i will carry your ass outta this room and downstairs to where everyone is." he yelled

i cocked and eyebrow at him and crossed my arms resting them on my belly.

he sighed and walked over to me and picked my up gently under my but i was meaning over his back so i woulndt hit my head on anything.

"jerry put me down!" i warned smacking his back.

"sorry thats one order i cant obey." i saw the stairs and i closed my eyes as i continued to pound on his back

we stopped and he set me down and then turned me around to face everyone.

every one was looking at me when allen stepped in front of me and hugged me kissing the top of my head.

"jesus you scared me." he said

i just stood there because they didnt understand.

i looked at gwen and malory for help they just stood there.

allen let me go and gwen walked over and smacked me in the back of the head.

"dont you ever do that again elizabeth lynn jennings!' she said.

"do what be by myself? in case any of you havent notice i was kidnapped,locked in a room,then they tried to take my baby out of me! i killed someone,three days ago i killed somone why shouldnt i be entitled to be my self."

everyone staired at me but hailey who was looking at the floor, i looked at everyone and shook y head when there was no reply.

"just so you all know that haunts you when you actually watch the life drain from someone with there blood on your hands,it haunts me every night.i see his face,the blood coming from him,and it stained on my hands." i said pointing at nothing in particular.

allen stepped forward and pulled me into his arms again.i started to cry again.

i pulled back and looked at everyone.

"im sorry guys.:"

"its okay your stressed i dont blame you." lauren said.

tammy was standing off to the side looking at me softly.