CJ journal entry

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CJ POV

I was with Milo, Cup, Snazzy, and Aaron and we were at Milo and Aaron's apartment. Or really it was their dads they told us they don't come to this apartment because the complex is sorta abandoned. They showed us a photo on what it used to look like and to be honest it looked like a beautiful place to be at but now everything is old and dusty and maybe a couple of rats but Milo doesn't seem to care much of it for gods sakes she found a rat and gave it a tiny piece of cheese. I took a picture and sent it to Snaz cause he was looking around. He ran downstairs and hugged Milo being a fanboy almost. Me and Cup decided to walk around the little town. He held my hand and squeezed and I squeezed back as tight as I could. I felt tired and I just wanted to snuggle with Cup and rest, but I stayed awake. Cup kisses my head gently and I start to blush a bit smiling slightly. I kinda missed his kisses he started to taste like candy which is something I don't like tasting much. But about a few minutes later we all decided to head home Cup and I go into our room and I could feel that Snazzy was eying me in a pretty sinful way. For gods sakes I'm not gonna fuck nor get fucked and Cups doesn't want to hurt me plus he is too scared to even get to it. I decided to jot my thoughts in a journal because I keep things to myself. Most of us dudes wake up every morning and say 'Ok I'm going to bottle up my emotions, and cry when I sleep (-w-)-b' but like example Milo does this, she doesn't really bottle up most of her emotions and so she would just tell someone and she be liek 'MAH STOMACH HURTS' and I'll be sitting there liek 'Ok lets fix that'. I am usually that one guy that would hide under a bed and be a derpy child that I was born to be. Now imma go snuggle with Cuppeh cause he is sleeping and comfy af.

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