Always and Forever

Chapter 3

You know that moment when you plan something and some idea comes and ruins it? Yeah that's just happened. I had a completely different angle then inspiration came in.

Anyway, as you can tell I update these as much as I can :)) anyway My Name is Courtney.

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I woke up to Charlie holding my hand. My mother and father and Charlie's parents were lined in chairs asleep. Charlie has his head on the bed whispering something. I can tell he has been crying a lot.

His eyes are all red and puffy. Was it because I'm in the hospital? Or was it something about Tanith? Didn't he have a flight to catch? Yeah. He did. Why is he here?

I remember my last thought.

Charlie, I love you

Why would I say that? We are just friends. He's with Tanith. Why can't I remember anything?!? I get frustrated and smash my head into my pillow and muffle a scream.

"Mer?!? Are you okay? Do I need to get the doctor?" Charlie asks in a concerned manner. "No, I'm fine. My head is pounding though. And I have holes in my memory and I'm fricken scared Charlie! I have no clue of anything. I hate this!" I start to cry, it's a combination of frustration and pain.

"Meryl? Calm down. I'll get your pain meds." He hands me something to stop the pain in my head. I hate medicating myself so I throw them. "Mer, those will help you." He picks them back up. This time I actually take them.

"Meryl, how do you feel?" He asks again. "Confused. I know your name. Charlie Allen white. I remember being pair with you. We wanted to go to the olympics. Marina had a surprise for us and then nothing. It's so frustrating not knowing you Charlie. I mean I know you. I know you're my best friend... " I weep into Charlie. "It's like I've been dead for a few months and missed everything."

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"Well, First of all. You'll be staying with my for the next few months. Your parents are still going on the cruise." Charlie says. "You can barely take care of yourself! " I joke around with him. "And second, you may be in a lot of pain. But this is your journal. You can read it all and try to remember." Now we are gonna sign you out and I will take you home.

I decided not to read the journals. I want to remember by myself. I need to remember. There's something missing. Why can't I remember ANYTHING about Charlie and I's past. That's when it hits me.

Tomorrow is his birthday...

And I know our tradition and I will NOT break it.

I hope you guys are liking it. So just to be clear. The only thing Meryl remembers about Charlie is his name and that they are best friends along with some of the older programs. Basically the only thing she doesn't remember is the past 6 months so sochi, DWTS and stars on ice.

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_tanith_ your comments always make me smile :)