Demolition Lovers (Gerard Way Vampire FanFiction)

40- "One Final Fight, For This Tonight-

-The title of this chapter is from Knives and Pens by Black Veil Brides-

*Emily's POV*

Today's the day, right now we're all preparing to fight them. I found a couple of daggers, I enchanted them so they can kill a vampire effectively. I got dressed in some jeans and a black t-shirt. I put on a red leather jacket and my combat boots. My boots were tall enough so I could hide them in my boots. Gerard was dressed in a black t-shirt, black jeans, and a black leather jacket with his leather boots.

I'd be lying if I said I wasn't terrified. I stayed up all night just wondering about what could go wrong. Each scenario progressively got worse and worse.

What if we actually do kill them?

What if I get killed?

What if Mikey or Frank get killed?

Ray?

Bob?

Gerard?

What if they kill Luna?

What if they kill her right in front of us?

What if all of us get killed?

Just thinking about any of it could spiral me into a panic attack.

"Hey, you're overthinking. Calm down Sugar." Gerard said pulling me into a hug.

"I'm not overthinking, I'm considering the possibilities of what could go wrong." I corrected him.

"Well then stop considering the possibilities. If you keep thinking about it, it'll only scare you more. That'll make you weaker, weak will get you killed in this fight. Stop thinking about it. All we can do is fight like hell." He said.

Honestly he was right, but I was still scared.

"My god someone needs to slap me in the face. It'll make me focus." I said out of irritation.

"I can't slap you, neither can anyone else in this house." He said laughing a bit.

"It's not abuse if I asked to be hit." I said jokingly.

He laughed at my words. Sitting on the bed and tying his shoes.

"How else am I supposed to focus?" I asked.

He looked up from his shoes and back over to me.

"Come here." He sighed out.

I walked over to him. He grabbed my hips and sat me down on his lap so I was straddling him. He kept his hands on my waist, meanwhile I had my arms around his neck.

"Yes this fight is risky. Yes something could happen. But goddammit Emily Iero you're strong, you're brave. You have more balls than anyone else in this fucking house. I know that we will make it out of this alive with you on our side." He said to encourage me.

I smiled at his words. He really does have faith in me.

"Of course I do, I fucking love you." He read my mind.