A/N: I recently figured out how to post videos to the side (I know, you'd think after two years I'd have some sort of clue), Anyways, I'm going to be posting songs that either reflect Jocelyn's feelings, their situation, or a song played in a chapter. So be sure to read the bottom and I'll explain why I chose that song :)
Maia’s words echoed throughout Jocelyn's head. “He doesn’t love you for you sweetie. He loves you for me.”
Jocelyn had finally gone to use the bathroom just as the group had gotten onto the ride. She stared at herself in the mirror blankly. She didn't look exactly like Maia. He hair was lighter, a little longer, and her eyes were hazel when Maia’s were brown. In a sense she did look just like Maia. They were build the same. They both had a figure except for Jocelyn had wider hips then her, and they were the same height. As she looked longer at herself and at the picture she had googled of Maia she realize that even though her eyes were a different color then Maia’s, they were shaped exactly the same.
Oh my god… Ross does love me because of her!
Jocelyn held back tears as she faced the reality of it. She thought her biggest problem was Ross’ fame and how it was affecting her., but in reality it was Ross who was the biggest problem.
“Jocelyn?” She heard somebody say. She turned to see Rydel standing in the doorway “Hey, are you ok? You’ve been in here for few minutes and I wanted to make sure you weren’t sick or anything.” Rydel said, worry written across her face.
“Um, yeah I’m fine.” She sniffed “Just cold from being wet and all.”
Rydel nodded and smiled then nodded towards the door “Come on, we found a family dryer to dry us off.” Jocelyn nodded and gave her a smile, locking her phone and putting it in her soaked pocket before following Rydel out of the restroom.
When she dried off in the dryer and went back to where the boys were, she couldn’t look Ross in the eyes. Even when he walked over to her and kissed her cheek she could barley force a smile.
“Hey babe, are you ok?” Ross asked Jocelyn when he pulled her aside from the group as they walked away from Splash Mountain.
Jocelyn shrugged “I just… I’m tired. I didn’t get much sleep last night.” She said, staring at her feet.
Ross stopped and stepped in front of Jocelyn, using his finger to lift her head up so she was forced to look him in the eye “Jocelyn. Tell me the truth.” He said sternly
Dammit…. He’s really good at telling when I’m lying.
“Ross….” She sighed “This is great and all, don’t get me wrong I love Disney Land and I’d like to spend all day here but I’m just not feeling the best right now…” She explained, partially lying.
Ross nodded and pecked her lips softly “Would you rather go home and rest before we go back to my house?” He asked and Jocelyn just nodded. “I’ll take you back here another time. Just us. Ok?” Ross asked.
“Yeah, I ‘d like that.” Jocelyn said, voice cracking slightly. She hugged Ross tightly, inhaling his scent.
Why does this have to happen. He smells so good. He’s so sweet to me. But if only I didn’t know. If only I could’ve never met Maia and never made this awful realization. I have to do something about this…. I love him so much. But he doesn’t love me. He loves her. He’s had sex with her too. And he keeps going back to her. I can’t deal with this…
Suddenly Jocelyn felt the pit of her stomach drop and she looked around, darting for the nearest bathroom, loosing her great birthday breakfast into the shabby beat up bathroom stall. She stood up and wiped her mouth before walking back to the group where Ross was explaining how she wasn’t feeling well. Maia had a mischievous grin on her face as Jocelyn walked beside Ross, face pale and her body shaky. She said a pathetic goodbye to everyone and Ross called a cab and gave Jocelyn a piggy back ride out to it. Once they got back to Annie’s apartment Jocelyn unlocked the door and walked inside to her room, collapsing onto her bed as soon as she walked in. Ross followed her in and helped her get on her bed properly then got on the bed, curling up bedside her.
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Unexpected Things -An R5/Ross Lynch Fanfiction-
Fiksi RemajaJocelyn Meyers was just a lucky girl who got the chance to go to California for the summer with the intent of completing a deal she made with her parents. What she didn't expect was to be at the right place at the right time and get to meet her favo...
