The Assistant // Louis Tomlinson

31 - I'm Not Fine At All

guys... tomorrow is my first day of school Dx so if i don't update as much thats why. I don't think it will be that bad but just a heads up in case!!!!!!!! AND OMG 1700 READS!!!!!!! YOU PEOPLE ARE AMAZING!!!!

also, in honor of this amazing song and certain boys entrance, the song is...

Amnesia (5 Seconds of Summer)

"Aves!" Hailee screams as she runs out of the terminal. She collides with me in a huge hug.

"Hails! Oh my god! What are you doing here?!" I scream. We are all picking up the boys at the airport in Honolulu for the concert. I had no idea she would be coming over with them, though!

"Harry decided it would be a nice surprise to fly me over here! I met the boys in LA last night from London and just came over with them! And also... Gen!"

I laugh at my friend's excitement. I look behind her and find Gen stalking towards us, expecting a similar, or at least welcoming, interaction with my sister.

Instead this happens;

"This is for everything." She slaps me straight across the cheek.

Annie and Katie are cracking up behind me, Hailee is trying to suppress a smile, and the boys are just standing at the entrance of the terminal, shocked.

"Seriously?!" I screech. I guess I shouldn't even be surprised, though. It'd Gen, after all. She is full of devilish surprises.

"You left me at home. You went to Hawaii, and left me at home. THAT IS NOT OKAY!"

"Gen!" Annie cries from behind me, breaking Gen and I's glaring battle.

"Annie!" she calls back, running over to her with open arms.

"Feelin' the love!" I yell at them. They just laugh along together at my irritation.

Whatever...

I turn back around to the boys who are making their way over to us. My eyes meet the familiar blue irises I have missed. On instinct, I almost run over into his arms, I missed him so much. But, then I remember I can't do that anymore.

I divert my eyes back down to the ground, avoiding any more awkward eye contact.

"You guys ready?" I mumble, looking back up, keeping my eyes on the remaining four boys.

"Yep! We have a show to get ready for!" Niall cheers, trying to lighten the suddenly sullen mood.

"Great! Let's go!" I shout, trying my best to be peppy. I know I'm failing miserably, but I don't even care. I just have to get through this day.

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"We have to get you boys ready for the concert tonight so stop fooling around and follow me," I tell them angrily. They all stand many steps behind me, most likely afraid I will explode, but I really just want to cry into one of their shoulders-- anyone's shoulder.

"Zayn, come here," I tell him as I stand by his rack of clothes. I pull out a shirt and pants and hand them to him.

"Um... Aves?"

"What?"

"These don't match," he says cautiously. "They're both plaid."

"Oh. I'm sorry. Here wear this instead," I say, taking them both and handing him a white tank top and black jeans, sending him off to Lou. I go through the first four before finally calling Louis to me. I want to punch him in the throat, but at the same time, I want him to hold me and tell me everything will be okay. I don't look at him. The only time I do, is to see if his outfit actually works.