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Buddy!! 😟

Nakakainis! Nakakainis! Sobrang nakakainis! Naiinis ako! 😠😤

I don't want to feel this way, being guilty because I'm crushing over someone.

It's too late na for me to have crushes. Ang late bloomer ko naman eh.

Nagi-guilty ako because I made promise to someone to stay loyal for him and  faithful for this fucking long distance relationship kahit hindi kami.

Ang eng-eng ng situation namin pero I stayed loyal and faithful to him until somebody annoys me and I ended up smitten by his "I-know-how-to-respect-girls" speech.

Ang gaga I know, but I can't fucking help it! I don't know how he did it but I was charmed by his "swabi moves" and being a gentleman that he is. He's just so boyfried material!

Minsan nga ang sarap na niyang ligawan dahil sa katorpehan niya. Hindi naman sa pagiging assuming ha, pero mararamdaman mo naman pag may gusto sayo yung isang tao diba? And it's so fucking obvious that he likes me because aside from his friend that keeps on pestering me to get my number for him, his gestures says it all.

Yeah, I know sukdulan na yung pagiging assuming ko pero kasi .. ang hirap i-explain pano ko nalaman yun okay? Nafi-feel ko lang and it's not me being a feeler! Yun na yun. Tss.

Ngayon na o-awkward kami sa isa't isa kasi yung mga walang hiyang friends niya palagi kaming pinagti-tripan. 😑 Nakakakilig na nakakainis yung pagiging shy type naming dalawa 😅

Pero ang sarap niyang kausap. Nakakailang lang pag tinitingnan ko yung mga mata niya habang nag-uusap kami and he will do the same. Natatameme ako eh, nakakalimutan ko yung topic namin. 😂

Geh, yun lang muna. Next time ulit! 😃

~Ria'ng Confused. 😆

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