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I knocked on the door multiple times; but still, no response. What do you expect, y/n? He's the bad boy, the player, and the rebel.
He's angry again, just because I hanged out with my friend. He suddenly cursed and snapped at me, so I wanted an explanation about this.
This guy is bad influence and is not good at anything. He's always serious and wouldn't care about anything, so I don't understand why he cares about who I am with. Although we live in the same dorm and we are also classmates, him and I are not friends.
"Yah, open up! You can't just tell my friend to go away without a reason." I yelled from outside his room.
"Choi Seungcheol! If you won't open this door, I'll leav-"
I was cut off by him finally opening the door. I stared at his appearance, his hair was a mess, his dried tears were visible and his room was trashed.
"You'll what? Leave? Go ahead, I'm not important to you."
He was about to close the door, but I stopped him and quickly entered his room. Seungcheol didn't fight back, since he was weak and broken at the moment.
I observed his room and it was really a mess. I saw crumpled papers around his table. Without thinking, I opened it and found out something shocking.
What am I still doing here? No one loves me, no one cares. My life is a mess and really useless. I have no future, not even a dream. I just want to be free, but how can I? I really hate myself for not being able to succeed, and I hate myself even more by having weird feelings for that girl...
What caught my attention was the pictures of the girl he was talking about. These pictures are...mine. I turned to face him, not being able to control my emotions.
"You love me? Is this why you've been bothering my friends?" I questioned, looking at him straight in the eyes.
Seungcheol didn't reply at first, but I waited for his answer and was really desperate to know his story.
"Fine, I admit it. Yes, I bother your friends and tell them to stay away because I love you."
I was really pissed at him and I knew that he was pissed as well.
"But Seungcheol, you can't love me unless you love yourself first."
As soon as I said that, he snapped.
"Listen, y/n. I never loved myself, I don't even care about my life; but you? I loved you so much that I forgot what hating myself felt like."
He stared at me, while I couldn't even say a single word. Am I special to him?
"I'm sorry, I don't know what to do."
I was just standing there, until I felt him embrace me tightly.
"Don't ever leave me. You're the only one who came up to me and made me feel that I am not alone. Please stay, y/n."
He placed his head on my shoulder and sobbed. Gosh, I can't stand hearing him cry. I don't want to cry, too. I hugged him and patted his back.
"I won't leave you, Seungcheol. I will stay by your side forever only if you do me a favor."
Seungcheol pulled back and looked at me. His eyes, desperate for my words. His arms around me, craving for my touch and his eyes, admiring me.
"I will do whatever you say."
"Good, then do me this favor. I want you to learn how to love yourself. Appreciate the things and people around you. I want to see that sincere smile of yours everyday, it's that simple. If you can do that, I promise to be with you until the end of time. Can you do that for me, Choi Seungcheol?"
"I can and I will do that for you."
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✨덴덴 사랑해✨
-✨데니스✨
