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"What brought you back here?" I asked plainly at the man in front of me.

We both sat across each other at a restaurant. "You know, I wanted to see how you are doing." He shrugged.

"Seungkwan, I'm doing great and I'm happy."

Seungkwan lives in Jeju while I live here in Iksan. We both used to live in Seoul as he worked as a singer. Because of a serious argument, we cut of ties and he left our shared dorm. I decided to leave as well sinceI couldn't afford paying all the bills alone.

Great 'meeting-with-ex' day.

"You found someone new?"

"No." I replied.

"Well, I did." He awkwardly smiled.

This was so awkward, I wanted to leave at that moment. However, he wouldn't let me. "y/n, my girlfriend is really nice. She..."

I couldn't hear his other words, I was drifting away with my thoughts. All he talked about was his girlfriend and I wasn't interested, not like it's important.

Something is actually bothering me and I was waiting for that moment. "Ouch." I exclaimed, as I felt a pain in my stomach. There it was, the painful feeling that bothered me so much.

"Are you okay?" Seungkwan asked worriedly, checking up on me. "I-it's fine, I think I just need to go home."

"Let me drive you home then." I allowed him to drive me home, because walking would be difficult in this situation. I thanked him as we arrived and I quickly got inside.

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I stared at Hansol who was trying to fix his hair from running. "Hi, do you still remember me?" He grinned.

"Oh, of course. Why wouldn't I?"

Yeah, why wouldn't I? He's my crush when I was in college, Choi Hansol.

We talked and caught up with our lives. I still remember his features so much, those eyes I fell for.

"Have you found someone already?"

"Not yet. How about you, Vernon?"

"It's just a crush, though." He giggled at the thought.

Good for him.

Wait, the pain is coming back again. "Excuse me, I have to use the bathroom." I quickly ran to the bathroom and locked the door, leaving Hansol confused.

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Walking through the streets one Wednesday morning was relaxing, not with the pain on my stomach. "y/n?" I heard someone call me from behind. I turned around and saw Chan.

"Oh, hey."

"y/n, you want to come over my place? We could catch up on each other, some of my friends are there too." He offered and I nodded.

Being in his house again after a few months was giving me weird feelings. It felt like it was giving me some kind of answer to an unknown question.

"Are you with someone new?"

That question came up to any conversation with someone who I've met after quite some time and they get the same answer from me.

"I guess not." I shrugged.

"Would you allow me to be yours?" I can hear sincerity in his words.

I was supposed to answer, when I felt that familiar pain once again. "Excuse me-" I ran again, locking myself.

-

I can't believe it, I really can't.

"Are you alright, y/n?" Chan questioned as soon as I got out from the bathroom.

"You've been like that a few days ago too. What's wrong?" Hansol added and I was surprised.

How can I tell them? I don't know how.

"G-guys..." I nervously started, while they waited for me to continue.

I've been feeling the same pain and I kept locking myself in the bathroom to vomit.

I can now say, "...I'm p-pregnant."

They all gasped at my revelation.

"Who's the father?" Chan was nervous, thinking that he could never be with me.

I started tearing up, looking at him. Memories of us together came back. Chan and I had something before, but we forgot about it as we separated ways. Chan, I allow you. I allow you to be mine again.

"Dino, you're the father." I sobbed as I said those words.

I suddenly felt arms wrapped around me, lifting me a bit. His head on my neck giving me small kisses, whispering a soft, "I love you."

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