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'Dear Lover,' The same phrase I kept repeating everyday. No specific name, no specific face, but I know he's my lover.
It all started by a simple mistake. I was supposed to send a love letter to my biggest crush, Choi Seungcheol, but someone else received it. Good thing, I didn't write Seungcheol's name. To my surprise, that person replied back with his own written love letter for me.
That was the start of my unknown love story.
Everyday, we send each other love letters without telling our names, just 'lover'. We haven't met face to face yet, maybe soon. Each time I write, I would think about meeting him one day. I wonder what he looks like, he seems like a very kind and cheerful person.
I was heading to the mail to deliver my letter, when I bumped into someone. Oh no, it's him.
"Jihoon, what are you here for?" I asked the guy in front of me.
Oops, I shouldn't have asked. I should have just apologized and left.
This cold looking guy, named Lee Jihoon, could kill you with his stares. He never smiles to anyone, unless he considers them as his friends. Nope, not me. He hates me, because I broke his best friend's heart.
"I'm sending something. Can't you see?" He replied coldly.
Before I could say anything else, I left. Phew, that was scary. I was scared to even look at him in the eyes. I went back home, only to be greeted by his best friend, Seungcheol.
"May I help you?" I asked as I let him inside my house.
"Can I stay for a while? I just wanted to visit you." He replied.
I just nodded and let him be. He may be my biggest crush, but that was before. Now that I have a lover, I don't have feelings for him anymore.
"Seungcheol, can I ask you something?"
"Sure."
"How did I break your heart? You know, Jihoon hates me for that." I asked a question, which I didn't really think of.
"Oh, um..." Seungcheol trailed off, as if trying to think of what to say."Well, the thing is...I like you a lot. I did not know you had feelings for me, so I continued to tease you back then."
Wow, I'm surprised. "It's true, I liked you. Remember when I tried to confess to you? You told me that I wasn't good enough. How does that break your heart?"
Seungcheol walked up to me and frowned, "That wasn't the point. You broke my heart because you found a lover and it's not me."
How could he say that? After all his teasing and rejections, he had the nerve to blame me? I got myself a lover because Seungcheol didn't accept me. Now that I'm taken, he's trying to take me away.
"y/n, I still love you. Please don't stop loving me, too. Please go back to your old feelings for me."
He practically begged But how can I do that? I can't just give up my lover for my ex-crush. It's too unfair for me.
"Remember when I was the biggest jerk in school? I did everything to protect you from other bullies. I ran for so long just to see if you walked home safe. Even though I was a jerk, you kept loving me. You made me realize how much I love you." He spoke while staring into my eyes.
