Hearts Intertwined

Chapter 19: Hold Me, Soothe Me, But Don't Lie To Me!

As I looked up at the 17 year old guy standing in front of me, I felt like I didn't even know the guy, like everything about him was a lie. He was a complete stranger to me now.

Hunter turned around and walked a few feet away from me and then just stood there staring up at the moon.

He seemed like he was sad, but at the moment I didn't care. I just slide down the wall until I was sitting on my wet ruff.

It was still raining, but it had lighted up a bit. It was approximately 11:35 and I wasn't as tired as I seemed to be.

As I sat there, I started to question everything about Hunter and our relationship.

As if he had read my mind, he said, "It's all true. My name is Hunter. And yes, everything in our relationship is true. I never lied about any of that."

"Were you ever going to tell me any of this?" I looked up at him, but he was still staring up at the moon.

"I don't know, I never really planned on any of this happening and I just didn't have a plan in general," he said as he started to look down as if in shame.

He should be a shamed in my opinion, I mean what the hell? You don't keep this shit to yourself when your in a relationship, especially when you claim to love the person your with.

"I can't believe you Hunter! I thought you were better then this garbage!"

"Amber...please just listen to me-"

"How the fuck am I supposed to listen to you?"

"Amber, I love you and you know that." He said as he walked over to me and lifted me up. He sat down and put me on his lap so that I was facing him. He wrapped one of his arms tightly around my waist, while the other was rubbing my bare thigh.

"Look, you can hold me, and soothe me, but don't lie to me!"

"Baby, I'm not lying to you-"

"Really? Then why did you keep this information from me, hmmm?" I narrowed my eyes at him as he slowly moved his hand up my thigh a little too close.

"Because I was afraid I might frighten you and that you would run and hind from me..." his voice slowly slide away as he started to lean closer to me.

I didn't feel like fighting him, I just felt too weak after everything that happen today. So as he got closer, I just looked at him with an uncomfortable and unsafe face. This immediately snapped him out of it and he backed up a little.

"I'm sorry...I can tell your uncomfortable by my touch." He looked really hurt and rejected.

I don't understand why, but at that moment, I automatically wrapped my arms around his neck, pulled him in and kissed him.

It felt like something had changed between us at that moment because just then, I felt pleasure in being this close to him, unlike just a couple minutes ago, when I felt repulsive at his touch.

I guess this is the sign that I was definitely in love with this completely broken guy. It definitely made sense now, but I still needed answers.

A lot of answers.

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