The Blind Date Vkook/Taekook

Chapter Thirty-Two

(A/N) Sorry for the long ass hiatus type thing. My computer is currently broken so I had to write this chapter on my phone and I was really busy with school. This is the longest chapter I've ever written so I hope you enjoy! Thank you so much for the 11k reads btw❤️❤️
(Taehyung's POV)
How did this happen? How could this happen? It wasn't supposed to turn out this way. It wasn't supposed to end like this.

"Tae, are you okay?"

I looked up at Suga with teary eyes. I could barely make out his black suit. It wasn't hard to miss his tear-stained face as he faked a smile.

"He's-He's in a b-better place now." His voice cracked mid sentence which only made me feel worse. It's all my fault. It's all my fault.

"It's all my fault." I accidentally repeated out loud.

"It's not your fault Taehyung please stop saying that." Suga hugged me tight, but I only felt cold and empty.

"But it is and I can't stop thinking about it."

People started to gather around and I saw Jimin, Jin, and RM walk towards us. They all matched with similar black attire. I looked away, still not able to look at them anymore. It's my fault that he died. It's my fault that he's not here with us.

Jin, RM, and Jimin went up to me and hugged me with no hesitation. My eyes stung with tears at the gesture. How could they be so nice to me after I killed him? I let out an ugly cry and sobbed into Jin's suit jacket. He rubbed my back and RM looked at us with a permanent frown.

"Shh Taehyung it's not your fault he died, he wouldn't want you thinking that."

Jin's kind words did nothing to ease my pain. There was nothing he could say to take away this terrible suffocating feeling. Nothing he could say to convince me it wasn't my fault. I only wanted to hear him say it to me, but he's dead and it's all my fault.

The ceremony hadn't even started yet and I could hear the soft sobs coming from people all around us. Suga tried to hide it, but I saw his eyes prick with tears before there was too much to hold back and they trailed down his face. He covered his mouth with his hand not letting any sobs escape his lips.

The pastor was at the head of the casket and was calling everyone to begin the ceremony. It's an open casket and I could barely move my legs. I don't want to see his lifeless body. Seeing it will only confirm what I already know. Seeing his body would somehow make everything real.

I stood with Jimin, Jin, Suga, and RM as people were going one by one to see his body. My legs were glued to the ground and I couldn't bring myself to move them. Jimin looked at me with the kindest face and I know I don't deserve it. He held my hand and we walked together to see him.

I stopped at the side of the casket to see if he was really inside.

I saw the fluffy brown hair perfectly framing his face. His pink lips that gave off the illusion of life. His body was in a beautiful dark blue suit that hugged his body. His eyelids were closed and bound to stay like that forever. There was no use denying the fact. It was Jungkook.

"AHhhhHhh" I jolt up from bed, falling off the bed with a loud thud. My breath is so hot and I can't stop my heart from banging against my rib cage. My entire body is wet with sweat and even my hair is sticking to my forehead.

Someone comes into the room and turns on the light. I see that it's Suga and he's breathing heavily.

"Did something happen? Are you okay?!......" When he looks at my face that probably looks as horrible as I feel his expression changes. "Why are you crying?"