This is for you (You know who you are)

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I wonder what you're possibly up to today
I wonder if you still even remember that day
You've called me names and threatened my life
Told me I'm no good, that I won't be a wife
Said I was ugly in words that hinted
Remember when you told me I should just go and end it?

I hope that you can't sleep well at night
Oh wait, your mom gives you benadryl for that right?
A drug that specifically says on the label
"Do not use to help keep your sleeping stable"
But sadly your mom gives you a drug for your troubles

Remember when you threatened me with the stuff in your hands?
Remember those awful names that you just had to send?
Do you even remember when we used to be friends?
No, because you're still hellbent on seeking revenge

Just because you have Autism
Doesn't mean you can always play the victim
That'll only get you so far in life
You won't be able to survive
Or get what you want in the palm of your hand
You've got to own up to what you did in the end

Will you eventually apologise?
Tell me you were wrong and that you weren't right
I believe I know the answer to that one alright
Should have turned the other way when the opportunity was in sight

Never to feel guilty of you having no friends
But I've learned a valuable lesson
How to treat others with so much kindness
Not to spread hate to those who are hopeless
Never to threaten someone's life

I'll never, ever tell someone that they aren't worth it
I'll tell them they're beautiful inside of their heart
I will never hurt someone like you've hurt me
Because unlike you, I've matured and have seen
So much in this world only at the age of 17
And the only beautiful thing
Is spreading love around that world and let hate lose its sting
















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