"What the hell, (Y/N)?!" Conner yells in pure anger and the tears in your eyes begin to fall.
Your lips tremble and your eyes sting as you begin to stutter out a sentence but Connor interrupts you with more curses. You knew he would be scared and maybe angry but you had no idea he would be so mad. "You said you were taking birth control! You slut!"
Your body was overtaken with shame as he said such things. You had always been quiet and use to being called names but never by him and without knowing what to do or say you stood there and absorbed his words. You were however shocked when he suddenly screamed, "You've been cheating on me, haven't you?!"
Without thinking, you say back, "That's nonsense! Why in the world would I do that?"
Connor suddenly rushes forwards and grips your arm tightly. You gasp in pain as he begins to drag you toward the door to his room. As he attempts to shove you out of his room you plant your feet and yell right in his face, "I never cheated on you! Just listen to me!"
He glares at you but let's you continue. "I don't know why I'm pregnant but I am, the pills must have messed up to something! Stop yelling at me, this isn't entirely my fault!"
Connor scoffs, "The hell is that supposed to mean?"
You cross your arms and feel your own anger boil further. "Well, it's not like you wore any protection, you asshole!"
SMACK!
Your legs give out and you find yourself on the ground, holding your cheek. You look up at Connor with pained eyes. His hand was still in the air after the hit, his face red, his breathing ragged. You refused to cry, however; that was for victims and you were not going down like this.
With shaky legs, you stood up and grabbed the small backpack you brought with you, throwing it over your shoulder. Now Connor was crying, more like sobbing, but you didn't care in the moment, your own lips were trembling but you pushed back any emotion. You run out of his house quickly and make your way to Ellison State Park. Your brother worked there.
Once you got there you sat down on a bench near an old apple tree you had been fond of. Evan would be off for a lunch brake soon so you just sat. But you didn't just sit, you let all your emotions out: you cried and cried and sobbed and sobbed. But then, you heard someone walking towards you as your eyes were shut painfully tight.
Your eyes snap open when you feel a rough hand grip your shoulder only to see the asshole himself. You were so weak and tired so you made no attempt to stop him from sitting down but you did shrug his hand off. His hair was a mess and his eyes were bloodshot.
Without words he leaned over and touched your stomach. "I'm sorry."
You were going to say something but then your realized he wasn't starting at you. He wasn't talking to you.
He was talking to your baby.
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So this was just a quick thing I wanted to do and I did so... YEE.
Anyhow have a nice evening.
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FanfictionDear Evan Hansen & Be More Chill x Reader! Fluff, angst, smut/lemons, limes, and au's. REQUESTS PLEASE!! I RUN OUT OF IDEAS FAST!! Includes: -Connor -Evan -Jared -Michael -Rich -Jeremy
