FALLING FOR A FAN ⇄ ZION KUWONU&NICK MARA

019 | Never play with love

it's been 2 weeks of the tour and it's been really awkward between me and Nick. i didn't really care since my feelings for him faded, I was happy with Zion, we were official and I loved him, more than anything.

I finally woke up and I woke up next to Zion. I was staring at his beautiful face as a smile appeared on my face. After a couple of minutes I decided to walk out and grab some food from the bus. I made a sandwich, my favorite breakfast. I started eating it, slowly. Edwin woke up aswell looking at me. He didn't really say hi or anything, he grabbed the food and sat next to me.

"You having fun?" He asked me and I looked at him while chewing on my sandwich. I nodded and another smile appeared on my face.

"That's good, and Nick and Layla are doing great" he said again, what's up with people always talking about nick around me?

"I don't care edwin, I don't love him anymore"

"Did you ever?" He said and hitched his eyebrows, he looked pretty mad at me and i was confused. I did nothing wrong.

"Yes"

"You don't have to lie, he told me you faked it" he told me and sighed out.

"That's so unhealthy what were you guys thinking" he said and slapped his forebears with his hand. I shrugged as he looked at me.

"Don't play with love, it's like playing with fire" obviously I already knew that, but nothing went wrong for us. I smiled at him and left, I went to Zion again, he was still asleep. It was 10 AM and I jumped on him with my legs between his waist. He finally woke up.

"What the fucks going on?" He said with a tired tone in his beautiful voice. I smirked and kissed him on the lips. It felt amazing, he put his hands around my neck and kissed me again. We were making out. I had my hands on his chins as his hands went down to my waist.

I finally let him go.

"I love you" I said to him and smiled. He smiled back at me and we stood up, looking at each other. This whole journey of us was crazy. He smiled at me and brushed my forehead with a kiss and a big smile covered my face.

"I still can't believe we're here Zion" I said and brushed his hair. He smirked back at me and we left the room, the show started in a few hours and I was excited for them. We walked down the stairs as I held his hand and I smiled at him.

As we walked down the stairs I caught my eyes on nick putting his hands on Layla's waist. He looked at me and looked away immediately and kissed Layla, it made me jump a little but it didn't hit me the way it used to. I looked at Edwin and I saw him rolling his eyes when they kissed. I hitched my eyebrows when he looked at me. I saw how he took a deep breath and sighed. He turned his back at me and left.

I walked towards Layla and put my arms around her neck andf our cheeks were side to side, we were smiling. I'm happy that I'm over Nick or me and Layla would've lost what we had. We sat on the sofa behind us and giggled a little as we updated our relationship.

"I'm so excited to see Nick perform" She giggled out and smiled at me. I nodded only to agree. I pulled her arm as I walked to my room where our baggage was, we were getting ready for the show. We wanted to look amazing today.

I opened our baggage and started to try on a few different outfits, it took us a while before we found something we actually liked. I pulled up yellow sweatpants and a thrasher t-shirt with fila chunky shoes. Layla was going to wear an oversized hoodie with black jeans, I mean.. It wasn't the best option but that could work. I was excited though because I still thought we looked really good.

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We pulled up to the venue and we were backstage looking at the boys getting ready, Charlotte and Tiffany were with us. We all had amazing outfits. It was 10 minutes away from the boys performing and I was really excited. I saw how Zion opened his arms to let me in between them and I hugged him. He made my heart beat faster. He could make me cry.

"I love you, It's gonna go great." I told him and I felt how hot he was. He smiled at me and started jumping around with excitement.

He kissed me one more time and left and ran to the stage, we went to the crowds and we got special spots, it was like a balcony. A few minutes into the show and I was dancing along to their voices, melting in. Shaking my hips, side to side. I took a little break and decided to just watch them dance, my eyes immediately dragged to Nicks and I caught him looking at me as he sung.

If I ever (ever)

Fall in love again,

I promise to make sure that the lady

Is a fan, just like you

I heard him singing as he pointed at me, I thought. I actually did for a second but he pointed at Layla, I was too paranoid, thinking that he had something for me.

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After the show we hugged the boys and told them they did amazing, like always.

I walked towards Nick to tell him how amazing he did before he interrupted me with his words.

"I really need to ask you something" he said to me as he stuttered every word that left his lips. We stood there, by ourselves. Everyone else had gone to the bus. The room was filled with silence.

"Spit it out" I said as I let a smile cover my face.

"Did I ever mess us up" He looked at me as he lowered his eyebrows looking down. I couldn't tell but he looked pretty sad to me.

I laughed when I heard his words. "Us? We've always been fake, what do you mean?" I said trying to look confident. He put his hand on my cheek and i immediately removed it and gave him an intense look with my eyes and I saw how his eyes were filled with tears, ready to fall at any second. I suddenly felt bad, I took a deep breath and felt how his tears hit my heart.

"I mean.. You never messed up, you were too good to me and I wasn't right to you so I thought that you should actually be with someone where the love is real. Its too risky to play with love Nick" I said to him as he glanced at me, he didnt say anything. A smile appeared on his face, I guess those words was what he wanted to hear.

"I pointed at you." He said as he left the room and I just stood there by myself, still thinking about the four words he told me before he left the room. I shook my head and sighed. Obviously he's just playing with my head. STOMP STOMP. I ignored his words and covered a smile on my face as I walked away.

"Lies" I thought and shrugged. I'm happy with Zion, let it be so.

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