Listen to all alone by rey mara while reading
I sat on the bed in my room and heard the door making a weird noise as somebody opened it, Nick. His eyebrows furrowed, he didn't meet my eyes, they were glued onto the ground. I stand up and he closes the door with his back as he walked backwards. His back against the door.
"Re.. r.. Re-" his voice cracks up causing him not to finish the sentence. His whole body trembled and I was confused.
"I-I'm so sorry, I made a stupid mistake" he stutters out as his voice finally breaks, he fell on his knees and put his head over his pale hands, I ran towards him and fell down on the floor with my knees down and put my hands on his shoulders looking at him confused. I pulled him in for a hug, so he knows that i'm there for him. I felt his arms wrap around my waist, tighter and tighter as if it was the last time he would ever see me.
"It's okay.. it's okay, what's up?" I asked him as my voice starts to break because of the fact that his voice was breaking, as if I was expecting bad news, as if I had already heard them. I was scared of what was coming next. I pulled him away and his eyes were watering and i still had my hand over his soft shoulder, and my right hand over his chin, feeling his cold tears running down and touching my hand.
"I don't deserve you, I should've told you a long time ago but I was too scared" i furrow my eyebrows and opened my mouth wanting to say something but there wasn't really anything to say. "I could never hate you" i say and force a smile out still waiting for what he would say. He finally looks up at me and had a crooked smile while his eyes were red from all the tears that were running down.
"I cheated on you, I was with some other girl.. I-I.." just like that, his words hit me like a knife in the heart, I completely froze, my hands that were on his shoulder finally moved away because how cold his skin turned. I shook my hand and stood up looking down. How could you go from loving somebody to completely wanting them gone, gone forever, in the way I never want to see you again, ever. How could he betray me.. when we finally got the chance to be in love without somebody telling us it's wrong.
"No, you didn't, Nick this isn't funny" I trembled, my eyes were getting watery and every word that I let out made my voice break even more. Us.. me and him, when we finally were official after two years of struggling, we broke apart. It felt like the universe was telling us we're not meant to be, just accept it.. that's why you've been struggling for so long. But I know we were, because what we had is something nobody will ever experience.
"The day you went on a date with Zion-" he said to me but I cut him off, his beautiful voice that used to satisfy my ears suddenly turned to the worst noise. "Stop, i know you're lying so why keep on with the story?" I asked him as my voice kept breaking and my tears falling, i was hoping for him to tell me every second that he was playing around with me, I want my shattered heart back in pieces.
"I did it rey, I'm so sorry" I backed away and looked at him as if he was a monster, the monster from my nightmares I had, when Nick would pull me closer to him knowing that he's there to protect me, he turned into that monster that i feared.
"Don't look at me like that" he says finally tears sliding down from his beautiful brown eyes that I fell in love with that suddenly turned into evil eyes, the tears slid down to his cheek and finally meeting the wooden floor.
It felt like everything, everything that I admired about him, everything that made me fall in love with him suddenly made me hate it. I hated everything about him, he turned into the ugliest person I've ever seen.
"Why do you have to be so selfish all the time" I shouted at him and pushed him hard enough for him to take a few steps backwards. I hated him, I hated everything about him, I should've known.
"You did the same thing!" He shouted back at me and I shook my head, because I didn't.
"You kissed Zion" I chuckle out at his words, we were both standing there in front of each other shouting at each other. I wonder if the others heard us..
"I broke up with you Nick" I said and sniffed and brushed off the tears that were sliding down my cheeks.
"Rey please" he cried out, I shook my head again and walked out the room in hope for him to stop me, to at least try to get me back, maybe I would give him another chance if he could show me that he was worth it. I was pretty curious of when he did it, and how it happened, if Haley kissed him maybe..
I stopped myself from leaving the room and closed the door again and stared at him. "How did it happen" I asked him as he swallowed really hard.
"When you went on that date on Zion, I felt sick and tired of ya being secretive, and he was so close to you.."
Memories
Nicks POV
It's been fucking 4 hours, how is she not back. She hasn't picked up the phone or anything..
I looked through my unchecked messages and I saw Haley's name, she messaged me 4 days ago and I didn't text her back since. I knew rey wouldn't be happy.
Nick
Hey
Haley
Hey, pretty late but can we talk ?
Nick
Is there even something to talk about ?
Haley
It's zion
Nick
Fine since I got nothing better to do lol
She sent me the address and i went right away, she opened the door and greeted me with a hug, it was just me and her at her place.
"What do you want?" I asked her with my hands in my pockets as we walked towards the living room that had two black sofas and a white modern tv bench where the 55" tv was standing.
We sat down on the couch as she looked at me.
She didn't say anything, she stared at my lips and I turned red, her brown eyes glued onto my lips. She put her hand over my thigh and my breathing was getting heavier.
She licked her plump pink lips and it felt like the room was getting hotter. I thought about the idea of me and Haley kissing.. I mean Rey's probably doing something with Zion right now? Suddenly I felt myself pressing Haley's lips onto mine and we kissed, our youngest intertwined and I had completely forgotten about rey and Zion.
I put my hands on her waist and I felt my hands going down to her butt, grabbing it as she had her hands on my back pushing me down aggressively.
I took off her crop top slowly and she took off my hoodie, I felt her bare dark skin against mine, I haven't had this much fun in awhile. I forgot about the morals, everything.
She pushed me away for a second having her hands on my breast, she chuckles. "This is.. hot" she said out of breath and I smirk at her. She stood up and grabbed my arm pulling me to her bed room as she pushed me onto the bed and I put my body over hers, continuing out make up session that was soon turning to something else.
Back
"You.. you slept with her?" I stuttered out as tears were fell down my eyes, Nick rubbed his eyes aggressively and tightening his grip that he had on his hair, it's like the anger was filling him over and soon he was going to explode.
I hit him over and over again, small punches. It enough to hurt him physically. I fall over him in tears while I'm still crying. "I would never cheat on you because I love you way too much for that.. but I guess you don't feel the same way" I cry out and slowly leave the room in hope for him to call me back, to still fight for me.. who knows. Maybe we would've given me a chance for us to have a future together.
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