FALLING FOR A FAN ⇄ ZION KUWONU&NICK MARA

024 | Tears

After the text I saw I went to the room where everybody was, I was broken, a mess, a complete mess. My make up was smudged our all over my face. They were confused.

"Woah you okay?" Zion asked me and I gave him an intense look.

"How could you lie to me? Telling me it was only a dream when you actually cheated on me. I gave you my heart, trusted you." Every word that left my mouth I felt how broken I was getting, barely steady on my feet.

"Rey- I'm so sorry." He was speechless. I immediately looked at Nick, the guy that lied to me, the one I gave my trust to and ended up making me looking like a freak.

"I hate all of you, I'm leaving for good. Ever since I got to know you I've been a complete mess, don't ever contact me again." I slammed the door without looking at them.

I went into my room and just started packing my stuff. Suddenly I heard somebody open the door, I turned around.

"Are you actually leaving.. for good" I heard Nicks voice almost breaking. He immediately eyed the baggage, I couldn't read his face.

I stood up and my eyes finally met his, my heart was beating so fast. Imagine leaving Nick? I shook my head.. why wasn't I as upset about leaving Zion as nick. It clearly hurt more to leave Nick.

My eyes were still staring at him as I studied his face. His eyes were like a tsunami, filled with water and almost breaking into a big wave at any second. My heart melted, was he really upset about me leaving.

"Don't talk to me, ever again." I said to him, I regretted my words.

"I didn't mean to hurt you"

"But you did hurt me, so what's the point?"

"But I wasn't supposed to" His hands were in a fist and he looked furiously at the floor.

"Why would you lie to me"

I wasn't sure if I wanted to know because it could be bad, my heart was racing as soon as he put his hands over my cheeks. His soft skin against mine caused my heart almost jumping out of my chest. I shivered.

"Edwin forced me to or else he would destroy my ps4" he told me as I looked at him raising my eyebrows. Was he serious?

"You chose your ps4 over me?" I chuckled out, bad timing but I couldn't help it.

"Now you're making me sound like a jerk" he smirked out.

That cute smile suddenly appeared on his face, covering his beautiful face. Now I hated him so much, I hate the fact that I sometimes can't stay mad at him.

Suddenly after the silence filled the room a tear appeared and streamed down my face, his hands left my cheeks and I was reminded of the picture when I walked in on zion cheating on me.

"I want you to leave" I demanded leaving him surprised. He furrowed his eyebrows and tried to chuckle. I wasn't joking.

"I said LEAVE" I yelled towards him and he jumped.

"I told you, don't EVER talk to me again. I HAT-" suddenly he interrupted me with his lips. He instantly grabbed my cheeks and made his lips onto mine. I didn't panic anymore, I felt fine. I felt safe. In his arms. His kiss made me melt.

He put his arms around my waist and I put mine around his neck. His hands were all over me and our kiss lasted for a long time, I jumped on him. Wrapping my legs around his waist, he pushed me toward the counter and I heard how a glass fell down and broke. His hands were all over me, his smooth touch on my chest, he was so smooth. I'm not surprised, Nick has been with so many girls but and I have only been with Zion. We stopped kissing and our eyes met, I bit my lips.

"I knew you felt it too when you sung that part" he said to me and causing me to blush.

I nodded.

"Even though we said we were fake my feelings were still there, and it's been KILLING ME not to tell you." The fact that he felt the way I did before made me melt. My feelings I lost were suddenly found, causing my heart to beat faster.

"Me too."

I was still sitting on the counter and he had his arms on my waist, I wanted them to be there forever.

"I hate you for putting me through so much pain when we literally felt the same" He lightly laughed out. His eyes was on mine and we stood there, nose onto nose.

"Wait so we actually.. slept?"

"Yup" He said as he laughed.

I looked at him with wide eyes. We both stood still. Then I laughed causing him to awkwardly laugh at me.

"Congrats, you took my virginity" I said and he froze, he awkwardly laughed because he thought I was joking.

"I love your jokes" he said laughing. I wasn't laughing because it wasn't a joke.

He stopped laughing and looked at me with wide eyes.

"Oh you're serious-" he said chuckling.

I love him, how could I not feel this when I was with Zion, when he's the one I've wanted for the longest time I could remember, I shook my head.

"I was jealous of you and Layla, you two were real and in love" I said to him forcing a smile, it was obvious and he knew that. He knew me too well.

"Stop forcing a smile, be real with me, and no. We might've been real but she knew how much I loved you so she broke up with me. Because I've never met somebody like you, the day we met I was so jealous of you and Zion, I knew how much you loved him and I just stood there. Watching you two create your own story, Since that day Rey." Tears streamed down my eyes, he was adorable, every single word that slipped out his tongue.

"Oh my god? Since day ONE!? You're too cute Nick, but look at us, we managed to make our own beautiful story. We put each other through so much and still managed to make it." I kissed him one more time, this was the best day, ever.

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Word count: 1077

Damn will it get worse or better now that they're together?

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