Rey's pov
We were sitting and eating our ice cream and watched modern family. It was my favorite show and it I've watched it 5 times already. I wasn't as happy as I was before I saw nick. I've been avoiding him for so long but for some reason I managed to see him today.
I heard a knock on the door and we looked behind us, I put my ice cream on the table as I walked down the hallway heading to the door.
I opened the door and saw Nick standing there, I tried to hide the smile that appeared on my face.
He opened his mouth trying to let the words out but nothing left his beautiful lips. His eyebrows furrowed and I stood there still waiting for him to talk. Nick let a big sigh out and finally said something, been waiting.
"Don't you ever contact me again, ever! I hate you. I mean it" he yelled at me, it was a slap in the face. My heart broke into a million pieces. Tears streamed down my face and I felt his breath as he sighed.
Nicks POV
I hate the words that spit out of my mouth, would she ever forgive me?
I heard her friends running towards her when they heard me yell at her.
"You're disgusting and I wish I literally never met you. Rey, it was really fun to play around with you a little. Do you really think I cared that much about you that I'd hurt myself? You're so stupid oh my god! I hate you so much" Why did I say all of that? I had to be harsh, that's how you end stuff. I knew if I hurt her enough to break her she wouldn't contact me and I could finally never hurt her EVER again. It was for her, not me. I wanted her, in my arms. I wanted to wake up next to her. This girl could give me butterflies but now I did what I did. I fucked up, on purpose. Just to make her never talk to me again.
"LEAVE YOU IDIOT" Elle yelled at me, I held my tears, watching her cry. I've never hurt her like this, never. It broke my heart. I faked a smile and turned around to leave. I wanted to run to her and just hug her, tell her to be mine. I miss her lips on mine.
***
I walked towards our house and I rang the doorbell, I let a sigh out. Brandon opened the door and I just faked a smile and walked up the stairs to my room. I laid on my bed and looked at the wall. Which gave me a flashback of the marks on the wall. It was the time when i first felt something between us.
I walked towards the room and watched Rey hold one of the tools, the hammer. We were building my desk. She was so extra, she had gear on, I slightly laughed. She swung the hammer backwards and made hit the wall, a mark appeared on the wall, it was was pretty big, not too big. I ran towards her and touched her arm. It was warm, I felt the heat going through my veins and I shivered. My eyes focused on the mark that she made on the wall.
"Nick I'm so sorry!" She looked pretty sad, her head was looking at the ground. I tilted her head up with my finger and looked at her and told her it's fine.
"Let me show you" I was sitting behind her as we started to hammer the desk and getting the pieces together.
I had my hands on her arms trying to help her move. My head was over her shoulder and I felt her chin touch on mine. My chest was over her back. After a few seconds I realized how close we were and I shook my head, moved my body away from hers.
"You okay?" She asked me and her beautiful smiled appeared, I swallowed really hard and nodded, I was breathing faster and faster. This woman is so pretty, how could I not realize this.
"You're doing great" her eyes met mine and a beautiful smile covered her big smile. Almost reaching her brown eyes. Her soft cheeks turned red.
"You always take good care of me" she giggled out and I let a small laugh out. The words made my heart melt.
"I'll always take good care of you, ma" I whispered out to myself, a light smile appeared on my face as I continued "I promise"
End of the memory
***
Thinking of that memory made my tears start falling, I made a promise and I hurt her really bad now. I could not hate myself more, I'm a DICK.
Rey's pov
Edwin had texted me and said he knew about Nick seeing me today.
Rey
I hate him Edwin
Edwin
What- why?
Rey
he literally came over to my apartment just to harass me.
Edwin
WHAT!?
Rey
He hates me, what's the point in even trying Edwin.
Edwin
You don't even know.
Rey
What?
Edwin
Do you even know how depressed nick was without you? He could be cold and never admit stuff but he's a caring person. Nick loved you for way too long and please, don't let him throw away what you guys had. He could never love anybody as much as he loves you.
A smile appeared on my face when he said that.
"Guys I'm going over to Nicks" I said go Elle and Ashley, they looked really confused.
"He literally just fucking harassed you" Elle said to me, I shrugged. I know Nick, he can't fool himself because I know he's still the same old Nick that I knew.
"That wasn't him" I smiled really widely, I left the house and went over to Nicks house, I took a deep breath. I missed him and I might've been gone for 8 months but that doesn't mean I've never thought of us.
I knocked on the door, it was 6:34 PM, it might've been too late. I heard somebody open the door, as soon as the door opened I saw Nick..
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