I woke up next to Nick, watching him peacefully sleep. A smile covered my face but immediately disappeared, I'm leaving them. He thinks I'm still staying, I wrote him a note. I grabbed my baggage and left the room, I was sneaking out. Every step I took I regretted it, but I knew I couldn't go back. The group is messed up, there's just too much drama and my mental health is only getting worse, I'm sorry Nick, I couldn't help it.
I took a cab and went to the airport, getting my baggage secured, last night when he was asleep I bought a ticket to get home to CA.
The fact that the only thing I've been is depressed and hurt with them, I couldn't go back to that. I want to be happy again. Obviously I was that with Nick but that was so much pain I had to go through and I knew if I was going to be with him it'd be worse.
Nicks POV
I finally woke up and rubbed my eyes, Rey wasn't here and i furrowed my eyebrows as I looked around the hotel. I itched the back of my head trying to remember anything from last night but my brain is currently not working. I opened her computer to see if she has emailed anybody or something. When I opened the computer I saw she had a website on, flyingtickets.com. My face dropped, I was starting to shake and I could feel a big lump in my throat that I tried to swallow.
A tear fell down from my eyes. I immediately dressed up and grabbed my keys until I saw a note.
Nick I'm sorry, what happened last night felt like a dream come true but it also felt like a mistake, it was too soon, I'm too forgiving with you. I cant help it, that's why I hate being around you, that beautiful smile always gets me. I'm not ready to forgive you. It might not have been a big deal to you but when you're the only person I trust and realizing that you let me down like that is literally the last thing I need, you're my distraction. I'm so sorry,
I almost lost myself, felt how loose my legs were getting, I was shaking. Tears immediately fell down on my cheeks and I couldn't help but crying. As I said, I'm not letting her go, again. I grabbed my outwear and left the room and brandon saw me.
"Ayy what are you doing wtf?" Brandon said looking confused at me, he furrowed his eyebrows and I sighed.
"Going to IHOB" I stuttered out.
"I'm joining"
"NO- I also have an appointment to something-"
"Like what" Brandon giggled out, I decided to not reply and just run off like nothing.
I drove to the airport with the car I had and tried to get there ASAP.
I went through security and everything and I was finally there, I looked around for her. I knew she was heading to CA, at 12 am the airplane was coming. I saw it on the computer. My legs hurt but I finally found the GATE, I looked around that gate trying to find her, I had 15 minutes to convince her.
I finally caught my eyes on her.
"Rey!!" I said running towards her, she looked confused.
"Nick?" She furrowed her beautiful eyebrows.
"You can't leave, please!" I begged her as tears streamed down my face. She looked really sad.
"Yes I can, I'm done."
"The second I finally get you, you leave?" I put my arms around her waist and looked at her, deep into her eyes studying them. Was she crying?
"That's how it is" I looked at her questioning and with a hateful look on my face.
"Do you love me?" She asked me and i furrowed my eyebrows looking irritated. Is she fucking serious?
"of course that I fucking love you!" I took a deep breath and stared at the beautiful view I had infront of me, her face.
"then you should be willed to accept my decisions and what's best for me" I closed my eyes and my lips turned into a straight line.
"Don't pull that card" I said to her, if I had water bottles with me they would've been filled with tears, all of them. I couldn't stop crying.
"I'm sorry" she pulled me into a hug.
"2MINUTES LEFT OF CHECKING IN" I heard from the speakers, it echoed into my ears.
She wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed me one last time before she left. I never wanted this to end. I wanted the world to stop at this frame and just play this part. She was going to LA, it would be fine? Maybe we will still talk?
I continued kissing her, pushing her head towards mine.
She finally pulled away and looked at me, our faces were drowning in tears, she was really upset, I could tell.
"May we meet again" she said to me crying, she waved at me. I waved back.
WHY DID I EVEN LIE TO HER IN THE FIRST PLACE? That's what thought came up to me all the time, I feel so dumb, for what? For my ps4 or some shit. I'm done, maybe one day I'll see her again.
I watched her leave, watched her taking every step closer to that airplane, watching her go. Even though I made a promise to never let her go, but she told me. She told me if I really loved her I'd let her go.
Tears streamed down my face, I headed towards the hotel and stepped outside the car. I was about to enter the building but stepped outside as I fell apart. What have I done, to her, to myself. My hands were put into a fist and I hit the wall and I was bleeding, I kept hitting the first into the wall as tears continued streaming down my face. I was bleeding so much, the drops of blood just kept falling.
"Yo what the fuck NICK!" Edwin yelled out running towards me when he left the hotel. I couldn't stop being angry, I couldn't stop hitting the wall.
"I cant do it without her Edwin, she left." I broke into tears and fell on my knees as Edwin looked at me shocked.
"She really got into you.." he said as a light smile appeared on his face. I sniffed and wiped my cold tears with my bloody hands, I was covered in blood now, my face.
When he said that a smile appeared on my face, the thought of her.
"She'll come back Nick, I promise you, she will be back soon." The words left his mouth as he looked at me with a smile. Edwin was my best best friend. My brother, he was always there for me, supporting me and always making me do the best version of myself.
"May we meet again" A light smile appeared on my face when I whispered the words out to myself looking at the ground. I'll miss her.
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